40 days later.
towards these next forty days, it'll spell a new begining of my life.
and to commemorate these remaining days, i'll list 40 things about me that you may know, or may not know.

1. ive been home daily by 9pm for 16months & 20days.
2. i spent the first 3 months of my new life on maplestory to kill time.
3. i got caught once by HSA for smoking.
4. i went to party a few times just for the thrill of it.
5. i went to europe for a 10 days tour
6. the countries include germany, austria and czech republic.
7. ever since, i fell in love with europe and i promise i'll go back someday.
8. i fell in love with Christ and i know i don't ever want to fall back ever.
9. i dedicated my December 2006 holidays to Christ.
10. i went beautiful thailand for mission trip.
11. for once in my life, i saw the most beautiful night scenery in thailand.
12. my passion ignited over YI camp. it felt "turbo-charged".
13. i broke time restriction on 17 March.
14. i broke time restriction on 5th April.
15. i learnt how to speak simple Thai language.
16. i broke somebody's trust and im sorry about it.
17. i didn't trust God enough.
18. i was proud and it caused my fall.
19. i had many many many first times.
20. i went overseas again : Perak for 4 days.
21. i stopped playing basketball.
22. i gave up the dream i had since i was 7. basketball.
23. because of this setback.
24. i tried to go back again but i blew my chance.
25. went back to material life.
26. i tried, i tried and im still trying to stand up again.
27. i want to party like mad when this ends.
28. i fell in love with black and gold.
29. i want to do well for my olevels.
30. i dropped A-maths.
31. when i finish olevels, i want to work and earn lots of money so i can spree.
32. i intended to get a tattoo, but Christ held me back.
33. i quit smoking because of Christ.
34. i found real friends.
35. i discovered everlasting real love. God.
36. i became somebody im not and denied my Lord. im sorry. forgive me.
37. i deserve damnation because i caused my brothers to fall.
38. i know i cant do much anymore. but i want to relight my faith.
39. i still don't know what i want to study after secondary school.
40. there are many things i want to say but i dont know how.

* if i ever got another life. i know i didn't earn it.
you paid for it. so let me love you once more, just once more please.

KENRIC! 9:57p.m. 3 May 2007.