Taking the first step, can i make it?
KENRIC! 10:39p.m. 26th July 2007.
* im sure i could.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Glorified.
had an awesome experience at church today.
because.....
Nubian Gents from USA, NewYork came. their display really impacted me, i can really feel their passion for God. through their acting, singing and dances it showed me that there are no boundaries in ways of serving and glorifying God. the experience was unforgettable.
sermon did speak to me too. it reminds me that God's delivery of love wasn't unwilling, half-hearted, delayed. To stop the fall of man, he could simply destroy us and create a new world of his own, or simply send his angels, but he didn't. His resolution was to personally come onto earth, humbled before his creation to show the way, Jesus.
it really awakened me, because i've all along blamed God for not being there, for not stopping my fall, not picking me up again. but indeed, patience paid off, and i could almost fully understand why i went thru what i went thru.
i still feel that these words cannot fully describe what i feel now? but its already the best i can do yea, so sorry. but lastly i want to say that GOD IS AWESOME.
KENRIC! 5:59a.m. 22nd July 2007.
* not just another hype.
Nubian Gents.
had an awesome experience at church today.
because.....
Nubian Gents from USA, NewYork came. their display really impacted me, i can really feel their passion for God. through their acting, singing and dances it showed me that there are no boundaries in ways of serving and glorifying God. the experience was unforgettable.
sermon did speak to me too. it reminds me that God's delivery of love wasn't unwilling, half-hearted, delayed. To stop the fall of man, he could simply destroy us and create a new world of his own, or simply send his angels, but he didn't. His resolution was to personally come onto earth, humbled before his creation to show the way, Jesus.
it really awakened me, because i've all along blamed God for not being there, for not stopping my fall, not picking me up again. but indeed, patience paid off, and i could almost fully understand why i went thru what i went thru.
i still feel that these words cannot fully describe what i feel now? but its already the best i can do yea, so sorry. but lastly i want to say that GOD IS AWESOME.
KENRIC! 5:59a.m. 22nd July 2007.
* not just another hype.
Nubian Gents.
Monday, July 16, 2007
8 bitter years :)
lets talk about history shall we ?
i can remember a scenario that fits perfectly to my story.
Adolf Hitler- Fuhrer of Germany from 1934, until his death.
he rose to power with the aid from the SA (Sturmabteilung or "Storm Division"),
who mainly comprises of street thugs, gangsters etc.
upon realisation that the SA no longer has a use, and that they're on the verge of rebellion, he realises they're a threat and requires some "taking off the trash". therefore the use of the SS
(Schutzstaffel or German for "Protective Squadron") came into effect. the SS were the elite team and was carefully selected for their loyalty to Hitler.
so do you think its a joke when the SA tries to psycho the SS to betray Hitler?
precisely.
Lastly, a song that fits the theme Perfectly.
My Chemical Romance -
Kill All Your Friends
Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you.
'Cause we are all a bunch of liars.
Tell me, baby, who do you wanna be?
And we are all about to sell it,
'Cause it's tragic with a capital T.
Let it be, Let it be, Let it be!
'Cause we all wanna party when the funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
It's been eight bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And you're walking away, and I will die in this place.
Sometimes you scrape and sink so low,
I'm shocked at what you're capable of.
And if this is a coronation,
I ain't feeling the love.
'Cause we are all a bunch of animals
That never paid attention in school.
So tell me all about your problems;
I was killing before killing was cool.
You're so cool, You're so cool, So cool!
'Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
It's been nine bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And you're walking away, and I will die in this place.
You'll never take me alive.
You'll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
'Cause I'm still here.
You'll never get me alive.
You'll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
And I'm still here.
You'll never take me alive.
You'll never get me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
And I'm still here.
You'll never get me.
(Still here!)
You'll never take me.
(Still here!)
You'll never get me alive.
'Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
It's been ten fucking years since I've been seeing
Your face 'round here.
And you're walking away, and I will drown in the fear
KENRIC! 7.44p.m. 16th July 2007 .
*cos we all wanna party when your funeral ends :)
Friday, July 13, 2007
Come back will you?
God, would you?
wait, you didn't go. i was the one who left.
then, carve out the road of return will you?
bestfriend would you?
wait, we went on our own ways.
then, on our way back shall we?
God, would you?
wait, you didn't go. i was the one who left.
then, carve out the road of return will you?
bestfriend would you?
wait, we went on our own ways.
then, on our way back shall we?
or further away shall we go ?
amour would you?
wait, you left me.
off to find another way hadn't you?
petit kenric would you?
wait, i grew out of you.
so heading to le futur i will.
Whatever lies for me ahead in life, does not mean so much altogether anymore.
cos im looking at the promised eternity. not the eternal damnation.
& to claim that eternity, the works of the present is what we'd exchange for.
*what we do in life, echoes in eternity.
amour would you?
wait, you left me.
off to find another way hadn't you?
petit kenric would you?
wait, i grew out of you.
so heading to le futur i will.
Whatever lies for me ahead in life, does not mean so much altogether anymore.
cos im looking at the promised eternity. not the eternal damnation.
& to claim that eternity, the works of the present is what we'd exchange for.
*what we do in life, echoes in eternity.
KENRIC! 13th July 2007 . 8.25p.m.
* friday the 13th
Monday, July 09, 2007
Madonna - Hey You
( official Live Earth Video )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DeRZL12SFJk
Hey you, don’t you give up
It’s not so bad
There’s still the chance for us
Hey you, just be yourself
Don’t be so shy
There’s reasons why it’s hard
[Chorus 1]
Keep it together, we’ll* make it alright
Our celebration is going on tonight
Poets and prophets would** envy what we do
This could be good, hey you
(*The first time it’s sung, it’s “you’ll”)
(** The third time it’s sung, it’s “will”)
Hey you, open your heart
It’s not so strange
You’ve got to change this time
Hey you, remember this
None of it’s real including the way you feel
[Chorus 1]
Save your soul, little sister
Save your soul, little brother
Hey you, save yourself
Don’t rely on anyone else
[Chorus 2]
First love yourself
Then you can love someone else
If you can change someone else
Then you have saved someone else
But you must first love yourself
Then you can love someone else
If you can change someone else
Then you have saved someone else
But you must first
Hey you, there on the fence
You’ve got a choice
One day, it will make sense
Hey you, first love yourself
Or if you can’t
Try to love someone else
[Chorus 1, Chorus 2]
KENRIC! 9:14p.m. 9th July 2007
( official Live Earth Video )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DeRZL12SFJk
Hey you, don’t you give up
It’s not so bad
There’s still the chance for us
Hey you, just be yourself
Don’t be so shy
There’s reasons why it’s hard
[Chorus 1]
Keep it together, we’ll* make it alright
Our celebration is going on tonight
Poets and prophets would** envy what we do
This could be good, hey you
(*The first time it’s sung, it’s “you’ll”)
(** The third time it’s sung, it’s “will”)
Hey you, open your heart
It’s not so strange
You’ve got to change this time
Hey you, remember this
None of it’s real including the way you feel
[Chorus 1]
Save your soul, little sister
Save your soul, little brother
Hey you, save yourself
Don’t rely on anyone else
[Chorus 2]
First love yourself
Then you can love someone else
If you can change someone else
Then you have saved someone else
But you must first love yourself
Then you can love someone else
If you can change someone else
Then you have saved someone else
But you must first
Hey you, there on the fence
You’ve got a choice
One day, it will make sense
Hey you, first love yourself
Or if you can’t
Try to love someone else
[Chorus 1, Chorus 2]
KENRIC! 9:14p.m. 9th July 2007
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
I Tried -
Bone Thugs n Harmony ft. Akon
You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard,
I tried hard...but I guess I
gotta try harder.
I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it aint my fault cuz I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough
First, let me explain that I'm just a black man,
And I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man,
My mind be racin', and I don't even know what I'm chasin yet
Been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see that it's me where the complications at
But I'm layin back, prayin' that, you get that piece of mind of me
I thought I was right, but really I'm wrong, but again I was too blind to see,
I was in the fast lane chasin my dream,
And then it seemed when the fame and cash came, they just got me,
Goin crazyyyy, (lately, lately) lately I been so faded trying to erase it,
But I just can't cause the drama just grows greater,
And I been in so many collisions by puttin shit off till later.
I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it aint my fault cuz I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough
It's like I'm takin five steps forward, and ten steps back
Tryna get ahead of the game but I can't seem to get it on track
And I keep runnin away the ones that say they love me the most
How could I create the distance when it's supposed to be close? And uh,
I just don't know but I be out here fightin demons and
It's like the curse that I can't shake this part of Cleveland and
Lord, would you help me? And stop this pain
I keep inflinctin on my family (family)
Hustlin and gamblin, drinkin' and scramblin'
And losin sight of what I supposed to be handlin'
It's hard to manage cause every days a challenge and man
And I'm slippin can't lose my balance and tryin not to panic
I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it aint my fault cuz I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough
I see thangs won't change I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out it
keeps pullin me
back mayne got me doin' dirty dirt so used to this hustlin' money that
I don't understand
how 9 to 5 work studied on the streets, hustlers know what I mean
hustlers ballin in force
I'm tryna make that major league so we never leave never, til' the sun
came up gotta get it
nope no leavin no rush today games they play gotta go hard to get what
u put in if you fall
off then it's all on you gotta watch what you sign to try so hard but
I won't play the fool
i try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man i try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cuz i...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still i try so hard
hopin one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then,I'll be posted up right here in the sleet hail snow
but until then...
i'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough
Bone Thugs n Harmony ft. Akon
You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard,
I tried hard...but I guess I
gotta try harder.
I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it aint my fault cuz I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough
First, let me explain that I'm just a black man,
And I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man,
My mind be racin', and I don't even know what I'm chasin yet
Been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see that it's me where the complications at
But I'm layin back, prayin' that, you get that piece of mind of me
I thought I was right, but really I'm wrong, but again I was too blind to see,
I was in the fast lane chasin my dream,
And then it seemed when the fame and cash came, they just got me,
Goin crazyyyy, (lately, lately) lately I been so faded trying to erase it,
But I just can't cause the drama just grows greater,
And I been in so many collisions by puttin shit off till later.
I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it aint my fault cuz I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough
It's like I'm takin five steps forward, and ten steps back
Tryna get ahead of the game but I can't seem to get it on track
And I keep runnin away the ones that say they love me the most
How could I create the distance when it's supposed to be close? And uh,
I just don't know but I be out here fightin demons and
It's like the curse that I can't shake this part of Cleveland and
Lord, would you help me? And stop this pain
I keep inflinctin on my family (family)
Hustlin and gamblin, drinkin' and scramblin'
And losin sight of what I supposed to be handlin'
It's hard to manage cause every days a challenge and man
And I'm slippin can't lose my balance and tryin not to panic
I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it aint my fault cuz I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough
I see thangs won't change I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out it
keeps pullin me
back mayne got me doin' dirty dirt so used to this hustlin' money that
I don't understand
how 9 to 5 work studied on the streets, hustlers know what I mean
hustlers ballin in force
I'm tryna make that major league so we never leave never, til' the sun
came up gotta get it
nope no leavin no rush today games they play gotta go hard to get what
u put in if you fall
off then it's all on you gotta watch what you sign to try so hard but
I won't play the fool
i try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man i try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cuz i...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still i try so hard
hopin one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then,I'll be posted up right here in the sleet hail snow
but until then...
i'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough
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