Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I've Cut You Out, Now Set Me Free.


And now I see it's you
That's tearing me, ensnaring me
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free

Lynched high above what used to be
In her channels built for me
So I escaped cut this noose around my
neck, Let god be free to see the things you blinded me.
And I shoved you far away.
Now I live the life I dreamed of.
You're dead to me.

You poisoned my life
So I take this knife
And I cut you out
Cut you out.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Kelaric.
Love of my life, you hurt me,
You broken my heart, now you leave me.

Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

Love of my life dont leave me,
Youve stolen my love now desert me,

You will remember when this is blown over,
And everythings all by the way,
When I grow older,
I will be there at your side,
To remind how I still love you
I still love you.

Hurry back hurry back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

(Queen - Love Of My Life)

Monday, September 21, 2009

You Caught Me Off Guard.

For all these months that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl.

Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me :
"I don't care babe who's right or wrong,
I just don't love you no more."

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said :
"I just don't love you no more"

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
Me at the door with you in a state
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
"I don't care babe who's right or wrong,
I just don't love you no more."


Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.
I wake up every morning haunted by the fact that things will never be the same again.
But can we still save the last dance?
And as i await your return at the sidelines,
i'd anticipate your fall, catch you before you hit the ground.

well who can escape the wrath of karma? i didn't.

& as always, i'll be here for you.

Its time you're done with your share of playing games & have given up that life for me.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

I used to be that guy in your webcam.
In two more years, my sweetheart, we will see another view
Such longing for the past for such completion
What was once golden has now turned a shade of grey
I've become crueler in your presence

They say: "be brave, there's a right way in a wrong way"
This pain won't last for ever, this pain won't last for ever

You've cried enough this lifetime, my beloved polar bear
Tears to fill a sea to drown a beacon
To start anew all over, remove those scars from your arms
To start anew all over more enlightened

I know, my love, this is not the only story you can tell
This pain won't last for ever, this pain won't last for ever

I've become crueler since I met you
I've become rougher, this world is killing me

And we cover our lies with handshakes and smiles
And we try to remember our alibis
We tell lies to our parents, we hide in their rooms
We bury our secrets in the garden
Of course we could never make this love last
I said of course we could never make this love last
The only love we know is love for ourselves
We bury our secrets in the garden

Even if you would just upload an ant sized picture of me, i would be jumping for the stars.
So tell me, when will i ever clear this Karma debt....

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I Still Remember.

And I can see our days are becoming nights.

I could feel your heartbeat across the grass.
We should have run.
I would go with you anywhere.
I should have kissed you by the water
Just when Fridays are the days i look forward to,
you made it into a day that i dread would come.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Gaylords and Hongsters, you can all suck my balls.

Look who's completed his Color Chart(s) yet again. ^^

Thursday, September 10, 2009

My dream car has just changed from Audi R8 to....

Mercedes Benz 2010 SLS AMG !!!
OMG OMG OMG !!!

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

this is what happens when you mess with the wrong guy.....

Me :

"Home, is when you've been holding your shit on the long bus journey back, then you light up a cigarette and sit on your great white throne & poop."

Monday, September 07, 2009

My Guardian Angel.

* cos this is why i know i'll be okay, though my skies are turning grey.

Friday, September 04, 2009



Irreplaceable.

Thursday, September 03, 2009


I Mean It.
Sometimes before we get to
"You and me against the world",

we get to situations like
"You and me against the nerds".

You've done your share of playing games,
& its time for you to give up that life.
I Did.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009


I'm just saying
May your face
Minimize the human race.

This way we can be together
Make threats to switchblade lovers.
Some people Love to Live....
.....I Live to Love.
"he ain't better, so we aren't gonna fall apart"

These arms will keep you safe,
& they aren't letting go.
Listen to Your Heart & You'll see.

.
I Know Right Now You Don't Care
But Soon Enough You're Gonna Think Of Me
And How I Used To Be.
HO-SEH-BO !?!?!

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

COLOUR CHART MASS PRODUCTION ?!?!?


Let Me Be The One You Don't Wanna Disappoint.
i hate it when my glue runs out when i'm pasting my research pictures 1/2 way.