Wednesday, January 31, 2007

whats missing ?!?!...from 2006.

okie, this is a new feature ive thought of, i will include what i realise that ive stopped doing as much or not even done since 2006.

it will contrast what difference 2007 has made, and how different it is from 2006.
every now and then i'll will add on new stuffs that i've realised which is topped doing.

1) i stopped blogging as much as i did in 2006.
- posts now are at least once per 2 weeks, compared to the daily posts in 2006.

2) i stopped towning weekly.
- guessed im starting to settle down, yeah and towning doesn't seem to appeal to me as much as before, although it still does.
- have more responsibilities and more commitments, which gives me lesser left over time to idle away :)

3) i stopped looking at big brands and big names.
- yepps, i realise that when i look for clothes, my perspective isn't the same as before.
- to me, as long as its nice and value the money, and provided that im financially able, i'll buy.
- so i think ive also become a smarter shopper :)
- i also dont have as much desires anymore, and my mind feels more free and comfy. used to have long lists on my mind on which tee, which jean, which whatever im going to buy next, but now, its which homework, which test, what thing do i have to do next?

4) i find work more joyful.
- i dont seem to resent school as much ! yes, i think i owe big thanks to God :) yep in fact its his love and his glory that drives me.
- yes and serving people isnt at all a task to me, instead its part of me, it gives me Joy.

5) i stopped crapping as much as i did.
- although i still talk crap at times still, but at least its abit more constructive:) yeah. decent ones.
- whats more ive got much better things to talk about, evangelism, sharing with fellow mates, etc.

thats all i can think for today i guess :/ yes. im quite exhausted from the typing. haha maybe because im no longer used to blogging anymore :(

yep but God is doing amazing things, yes i expect more to come this year :D things and more responsibilities are coming in, but i know, it will never ever be too much for me to handle. God's grace is always enough, even if its too much for me to handle, i know God's with me.

although there's alot of getting used to, but then again, doing his work brings me Joy :) so what more can i ask? what more can i complain about? none !

*-kenric X) . 8:54pm . 31 January 2007

Sunday, January 28, 2007

5W1H : Who, What, When, Where, Why, How.

who else can you trust but God?
who can save you?
who are your family?

what will the world be like?
what will you need?
what will you stand for?

when will we be delivered?
when will be saved?
when will we know its time?

where will it happen?
where will it start at?
where will it end at?

why will it happen?
why will people change?
why will we need God?

how will we escape?
how will we stand firm?
how will we survive?

iN 8 years time.

if you do not know how to answer any of the questions, you need God.
i need God.

interested to know God : tag me, give me your email.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Someday.
although there isn't any "someday" in the calendar, have my word. it'll come. but not now.

this place's status will be restored to what it was months back. but not now.
kinda realised that this place is somewhat forgotten and neglected,
by me of course.

probably its about the priorities issues,
as times chane, priorities changes :
eg : computer usage timings

yeah, MORE caught up in studies and other stuffs.
like usual, i'll give a current goings summary :
- 40 Days of Purpose ( now at day 20 )
- Experiencing God ( into week 2 )
- homeworks
- catching up(s)
- tests
- & homeworks

HOWEVER, through this period of days and weeks of stuggles between waking up in the morn early, homework rush thrus and exam muggings. Thank God im still holding on.

Im hanging, but u know what? each time i wanna give up on people who disappoint me, each time i wanna give up on the academic pursuits, God gave me the strength to carry on, and he picks my up :) somehow, i'd always find myself being rescued from this ditches that i fall into, and all of the times, God came.

ive even learnt that over these past weeks that its not about what i wanna do, not about what i can accomplish, what i can do for God, not all about ME. its about God, it about his wills, about his purposes and plans, and abotu what he wants me to do. Why? simply because he's the potter and im just a clay. < catch that. i'll choose to let him mould me and use me !

i began to go through an experience where things are so impossible to accomplish by my own means, that i desperately needed God to aid me. learnt that we need to trust God and not question what he wants me to do, and at the same time partner with him to let him take me step by step to accomplishing each goal.

currently going through a test, not just me but everyone in the cell, maybe even the church, maybe even christians out there, we desperately need a breakthru now, im sure God wants to test and build us in this period of time, and only in unity where we will pull thru this.

we're on the verge of a breakthru ! dont give up ! we can do it as a body of Christ ! all we gotta do is let God lead us and we'll pull thru this test ! remember, its not about what we can do, its about how God uses us. human methods brings disappointment, God's bring salvation :D

Sunday, January 07, 2007

VERY VERY VERY LAZY TO BLOG....

but i promise a post within next week :)
i'll summarise whats going on.

- school re-open
- back to school life
- preparing for O'Levels
- getting things serious
- HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK
- REVISION REVISION REVISION

current goings :
- Purpose Driven Life
- 40 days of Purpose
- learning guitar
- and soon to bass

thats about it. :D

lastly, havent been doing what i said i'll do =/
gotta really take action next week !

*-Kenric :) . 12:44am . 7 January 2007