Someday.
although there isn't any "someday" in the calendar, have my word. it'll come. but not now.

this place's status will be restored to what it was months back. but not now.
kinda realised that this place is somewhat forgotten and neglected,
by me of course.

probably its about the priorities issues,
as times chane, priorities changes :
eg : computer usage timings

yeah, MORE caught up in studies and other stuffs.
like usual, i'll give a current goings summary :
- 40 Days of Purpose ( now at day 20 )
- Experiencing God ( into week 2 )
- homeworks
- catching up(s)
- tests
- & homeworks

HOWEVER, through this period of days and weeks of stuggles between waking up in the morn early, homework rush thrus and exam muggings. Thank God im still holding on.

Im hanging, but u know what? each time i wanna give up on people who disappoint me, each time i wanna give up on the academic pursuits, God gave me the strength to carry on, and he picks my up :) somehow, i'd always find myself being rescued from this ditches that i fall into, and all of the times, God came.

ive even learnt that over these past weeks that its not about what i wanna do, not about what i can accomplish, what i can do for God, not all about ME. its about God, it about his wills, about his purposes and plans, and abotu what he wants me to do. Why? simply because he's the potter and im just a clay. < catch that. i'll choose to let him mould me and use me !

i began to go through an experience where things are so impossible to accomplish by my own means, that i desperately needed God to aid me. learnt that we need to trust God and not question what he wants me to do, and at the same time partner with him to let him take me step by step to accomplishing each goal.

currently going through a test, not just me but everyone in the cell, maybe even the church, maybe even christians out there, we desperately need a breakthru now, im sure God wants to test and build us in this period of time, and only in unity where we will pull thru this.

we're on the verge of a breakthru ! dont give up ! we can do it as a body of Christ ! all we gotta do is let God lead us and we'll pull thru this test ! remember, its not about what we can do, its about how God uses us. human methods brings disappointment, God's bring salvation :D