Sunday, December 31, 2006

thanks for 2006.

Thank You List :
- God
for his grace that i am saved. that i've changed my ways and turned for the better. giving me opportunities to serve him. letting me experience and learn so much from him thru mission trip, YI camp, all the sermons thru this year, leaders, pastors, teachers, friends, etc. for all the love he's shown, for picking me up when i fallen.

- Mom & Dad
for all the love and trust given to me. for taking such good care of me thru my life. for being there when it was the hardest. for all the encouragement and support.

- Adelene
ive learnt alot, especially from you. from your life experiences, you are the leader that makes the difference. i admire your attitude when facing problems, bold and firm, and most importantly trust in God. thanks for all the discipleships, all the care and concern, encouragement, without your pressing on, i dont know where i would've been now. ( i didn't learn the oversleeping part :) thanks for all the cheers and laugther brought to the cell group ! and for HJP and MGM head. edday.

- Steffanie
for setting such a good example. despite all the studies and time restraints, you never fail to put on a smile on your face when doing sharings. for even being so devoted and commited to serving God. stress and exhaust dont tie you down ! thanks cause i've learnt so much from your sharings, and especially your encouragement and pressing on. without you, i dont know where i would be now. and lastly, for the dance :) hahaha something i told myself i'd never do, i did it for God.

Pastor Daniel
although i'm not close to him, but i am really thankful for all the sermons, all the hard work, all the commitment on Youth Impact. Without you, Youth Impact wouldn't be like it is today. Ive learnt and enjoyed your sermons so much, its totally not boring at all ! each time it feels like a new experience, i walk out of the room changed, because the sermons and altar calls touched so deep into my heart, that i feel so convicted and want to change for God.

Teachers
although i might be of some nuisance and trouble during your lessons, i promise it'll be differnt in 2007 :) trust me ! but without you guys and your committment, i doubt i'll pass thru sec3. and i really thank you people so much, because of the much encouragement that i was able to stand up from my probation setback. some people i'd like to say thanks to are : Mr Teoh, Miss Lum, Miss Chew, Miss Ng, Miss Lee CC, Miss Lee Fs, Mr Chew, Miss Ho, Mr Toh, Mrs Quah, Miss Koh.

Friends
for being there. tho ive changed in someway or another, dont be afraid. im still as funny as ever, just that my jokes are more decent. and thanks so much for the encouragement and support. in someway or another i believe that i've learnt a good thing or two from you people !

if, ive missed anything out, im sorry. this is an impromtu writing. not planned. yet another sudden inspiration....it just comes from my heart directly.

Resolutions for 2007 !!!
- Keeping the FAITH :)
- living for Christ everyday, not by speech, but by acts
- bring mom & dad to Christ
- bring Kevin to Christ, and see change in his attitudes and lifestyle
- commit my talents to God, serving him & his people
- stand up for my faith, to share in front of crowds, friends, classmates etc.
- to grow everyday, not remain stale and stucked, or just being satisfied with what i have, BUT, seek first the kingdom of God, and having a desire and hunger to know God more, better, and being closer each day.
- commitment in discipleships, studies etc.
- not shrink to my responsibilities, facing it with a brave & willing heart.

mini personal resolutions :
- evangelise to 1 per day, SECONDARY ONES !!!! whoooo :), and others, etc.
- do well for studies, ( o'levels ), but not comprimise in my worship, and commitment to God.
- having right attitudes towards life, taking each setback as a learning point, standing up after each time i fall.
- handle finances better xD . less material, more rags.
- saving each and every cent for my missions
- rid of laziness, being more active, being more of a "day" person than a "night" person.
- learn to play bass guitar
- learn to play acoustic guitar
- learn Thai languauge

hmms, thats all i can think for now. maybe i'd update when i think of more :)

add on THANK YOU'S :
- all the TAUPOK people, for the bonding in camp.
- rebecca & cheryl for TBC, haha brought so much entertainemnt to the cell, makes our cell feel so COOL ! and to becky for the missions filming.
- small group leaders for making a differnece, helping to cope with the numbers in the cell, the commitment, the encouragement & the never say die attitude.

*-kenric :) . 1:22am . 31 December 2006

THE LAST DAY of 2006!!! :)

Friday, December 29, 2006

im bored.
im moody.

i dont know what to do now.
OH MY ! i really dont know what to do.

- school's re-opening in 4 days.
- geography project not completed.
- maths TYS : i dont wanna talk about it :D

so many things to do,
so little time.

this is the time that i really need God.
to pull thru 2006,
to provide,
to rescue me :D

im sure he'll help. why?
simply because : he's God.

Monday, December 25, 2006

had a awesome day today...

had discipleship ! ahhh, will be finishing the last chapter this week....
after that i'll do 40 Days of purpose ! looking forward to it !

went out to buy presents :D first time ever !!! haha, wasn't hard at all, of cos, i had some professional aid. it was fun :)

*-kenric :) . 12:26 am . 25 December 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !
rejoice that Christ came 2000 years ago to die for us !
to bring salvation to mankind ! so that we could have a relationship with God !
BE THANKFUL :D

Saturday, December 23, 2006



let the videos do the talking.
in your face, satan.

Friday, December 22, 2006

God Spoke.

Matthew 5:4-10:
God blesses those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
God blesses those who are humble,
for they will inherit the whole earth.
God blesses those who hunger and thirst for justice,
for they will be satisfied.
God blesses those who are merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
God blesses those whose hearts are pure,
for they will see God.
God blesses those who work for peace,
for they will be called the children of God.
God blesses those who are persecuted for doing right,
for the Kingdom of Heaven is theirs.

Matthew 5:13-16:
"You are the salt of the earth. But what good is salt if it has lost its flavor? Can you make it salty again? It will be thrown out and trampled underfoot as worthless.

"You are the light of the world - like a city on a hilltop that cannot be hidden. No one lights a lamp and then puts it under a basket. Instead, a lamp is placed on a stand, where it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your good deeds shine out for all to see, so that everyone will praise your heavenly Father.


*-kenric :D . 9:56am . 22 December 2006

Christmas Bash is TOMORROW !!!
so EXCITED. people, if you've not decided yet to go or not. you don't know what you're missing out if u miss this !

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Christmas Like Never Before.

Before i was a Christian, to me Christmas was just another commercial holiday. At Christmas time, i'll be expecting my parents, relatives, and friends to buy me presents. I never ever thought of giving back. I'll spend my x'mas day out town, enjoying the lightings and foam snow. Spreading the Joy and celebrating Christmas. Looking at others in joy and happiness, celebrating, i myself, felt this joy and celebrated along. But, do these people really know the true meaning of Christmas? do they even know how it originated? do they know its purpose? i didn't know myself.

at the very end of the day, we're just celebrating lightings, decorations, and the vainity in each of our hearts, yearning for a present or you would rather, things in your wishlist. do people understand what " Thanksgiving " all about ?

BUT

This year's Christmas is never going to be the same as before. Why? because i celebrate it with a purpose, with a knowledge of its orignation. To me Christmas has a WHOLE new meaning. It is the day that the WHOLE of mankind should rejoice. Why? because on this very day, God sent his one and only son, Jesus, to earth ! to die for US, for our sins and GIVE us NEW LIFE. it is the day that marks the very begining of our salvation. I celebrate it because of a Thankful heart to God that he saved me. That he gave me new life, that he gave a new opportunity and purpose in life.

I still remember last year's Christmas. It was just 15 days into my probation. I spent Christmas night at home. while people are celebrating it out town. while people are singing God's praises in Church together with all their friends and family. i was at home. in agony, wondering why life isn't fair. For i didn't know the bright side to Christmas, and the meaning of Christmas.

It isn't just about enjoying good food, spending time with family and friends, celebrating in town. IT IS ABOUT GIVING THANKS TO GOD :) its about celebrating Jesus' birthday ! its about celebrating God faithfulness, grace and mercy on mankind. For he so loved us , the he sent his one and only son, Jesus to die for us ! and whomever that believes in him, SHALL NOT PERISH BUT HAVE ETERNAL LIFE !

and now, i live each day as though it is Christmas Day, for each day i live, i thank God for saving me. For giving me another chance. For forgiving me. For blessing me. Praise him name for each breath you take ! each step you take ! for it is because of him that now we stand ! Christmas for me, is never going to be the same again.

BUT

look at what satan has done? he knows that he has already lost the battle, because Christ Jesus already paid our ransom note in full. But he wants to steal our Joy. he wants to blind us. How? he distracts us with all the beautiful decorations, all the presents and materialism, all the money, all the commercialism, all the alcohol, all the drugs, all the clubs, all the fun and celebration in the midst of crowds. In the process, we forget what x'mas is really about. we shift our focus away from Jesus. How sad is this?

Just want to tell people out there. Jesus is calling out to you, in the midst of the cheering and celebration. But because we're sinners, because we're in the crowds, because our focus is not on him, we don't hear his calling upon us. If you're not a Christian, why not take the very first step out? begin to focus and listen to what God wants to tell you. I believe, he has a great plan and purpose for each and every one of us. Trust me :) he'll change you life inside out, upside down. experience his supernatural powers, miracles, because if you think that miracles dont happen in our world today, you're wrong.

Lastly, if you want to know more about this Jesus, e-mail me here :
K3nRiC@hotmail.com

Christmas Bash @ COSBT
2pm - 5pm
23th December 2006

interested? call me. msg me. msn me.

*-kenric :D . 9:46pm . 21 December 2006 .

Youth Impact Camp 2006

man i tell you, this camp is AWESOME !

God is awesome
The speaker was awesome
The worship was awesome
The activites was awesome

i miss camp food
i miss the showers
i miss the airbeds
i miss the cheering
i miss everything about camp

experienced God like never before ! the sermons were very empowering and inspiring. i felt as if God was talking to me. we worshipped God like never before ! It was awesome !

people who missed this camp, you dont know what you're missing out !

this is a life changing camp ! we see hearts turning to Jesus, we see people fully submitting themselves to him, we see people starting to feel his love, we see people worship him like never before !

remember, KEEP THE FAITH !
2007, here i come.
its not going to be like 2006.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

PRESENTING ....
A GodChasers studios Production : a Hum-Chee-Peng series.

Where is Hum-Chee-Peng ?

Where is the Hum-Chee-Peng? PART ONE


Where is Hum-Chee-Peng? Part TWO


Where is Hum-Chee-Peng? Part THREE


Directed By : Rebecca
Inspired By : bringing joy in midst of ministry in Thailand / cell bonding / memories to share with peeps in Singapore.
Cast : Adelene, Cheryl, QianYi, Jazreel, Dororin, Nat, Wilson, Myself and WeiJian ( Guest Appearance : partII ) .

Thanks To :
Mini Bus / van number 7's driver and his van
Big C
Maxx Hotel Bangkok
Bangkok Airport

Special Thanks To :
God

URL'S AND LINKS :
Part I - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCWu4slwWbk
Part II - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29VI23gLqN0
Part III - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mz_Ep6vLCsw

Sources : http://theblackcamera.blogspot.com/

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Contradictions of this world.

Case Study #1 : Siddhartha Gautama
Story : A Prince who lived in luxury, but was depressed with what he saw in the outside of the palace. He sought to overcome old age, illness, and death by living the life of an ascetic.

( Asceticism describes a life characterized by abstinence from worldly pleasures. Those who practice ascetic lifestyles often perceive their practices as virtuous and pursue them to achieve greater spirituality. Many ascetics believe the action of purifying the body helps to purify the soul, and thus obtain a greater connection with the Divine or find inner peace. This may take the form of self-mortification, rituals or renunciations of pleasure. However, ascetics maintain that self-imposed constraints bring them greater freedom in various areas of their lives, such as increased clarity of thought and the ability to resist potentially destructive temptations.)

He abandoned a HUGE inheritance. Surpassed his teachers. However, he found no answer to his questions regarding freedom from sufferings. Leaving behind his caring teachers, he and a small group of close companions set out to take their austerities even further. Gautama tried to find enlightenment through complete deprivation of worldly goods, including food, and became a complete ascetic. Later attained Nirvana.

The Four Noble Truths: that suffering is an inherent part of existence; that the origin of suffering is ignorance and the main symptoms of that ignorance are attachment and craving; that attachment and craving can be ceased; and that following the Noble Eightfold Path will lead to the cessation of attachment and craving and therefore suffering.

The Noble Eightfold Path: right understanding, right thought, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right mindfulness, and right concentration.

MY QUESTION : Does Buddhism Look more like a WAY OF LIVING, or a religion? Did this man who attained Nirvana say this : " i am the one true God, worship me and nobody else " . Or did this man who was called Siddhartha Gautama say this : " i am the way, the truth and the life." Ask YOURSELF.

OR

Did his teachings mean something else altogether? Isn't it just a guideline? Isn't it just a report on how he attained " immortality " or what he calls " Nirvana ". He teaches you to follow the paths and truths. But did he call onto you to worship him? Did he call onto you to make idols of him and bow down, offering joss sticks Instead, didn't he just call you to follow the way he has set?

Case Study #2 :

The Four Noble Truths: that suffering is an inherent part of existence; that the origin of suffering is ignorance and the main symptoms of that ignorance are attachment and craving; that attachment and craving can be ceased; and that following the Noble Eightfold Path will lead to the cessation of attachment and craving and therefore suffering.

The Noble Eightfold Path: right understanding, right thought, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right mindfulness, and right concentration.

So, the basis for his way of life is to rid oneself of attachment and cravings. To avoid suffering, one must follow the 8 Noble Paths. And LOOK, we all have eyes dont we? otherwise you wouldn't be looking at this post.

But lets assess what MODERN MONKS are doing :
- smoking ?
- driving around in BMW's ?
- talking about business ?
- running charity shows ?
- trying to steal the NDP limelight ?
- getting publicity to get more donations ?
- carrying a hanphone ?
- using a laptop ?

so, this greatly contradicts to my understanding of what buddhism is. WOW. they're richer than me nowadays ! maybe doing charity shows aint to bad at all, benevolence. BUT, driving around in BMWs ? oh so methods changed? we've gotta be MORE INVOLVED in worldly activities? we've gotta keep the world going round? and so much for : " cessation of attachment and craving " . so Gautama's key to success was to rid himself of worldly desires? rid of cravings? and meditate? so why aren't the monks striving to do that, instead, make money? charity shows? isn't all this a distraction?

mmm, Buddhism is so confusing. no wonder, u dont see the headlines going like this : " Son of XXX millionaire abandons family fortune to seek nirvana " or " Son of XXX president runs away from home to find THE WAY " or " Man who almost starved to death gains IMMORTALITY ".

we dont see that dont we? what we see is : " Reverend XXX does SUPER dangerous stunt to raise funds " or " XXX Buddhist Association raises $1,000,000 for the disabled ". Looking familiar?

THE FACTS ARE HERE, BELIEVE IT OR NOT. YOU DECIDE.
sources : www.wikipedia.com

Buddha said : " I am not the way, i am only someone who has found the way " .
Jesus said : " I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one goes to the father except through me "

Salvation is here before you, whether you want it or not. Its your decision.
Wanna know more about Christ, ask.
Contact : K3nRiC@hotmail.com

*-kenric :D . 2:08am . 16 December 2006

Thursday, December 14, 2006

2nd thoughts.

actually. ive learned something. initially intended to delete the previous posts, but guessed not. learned to even maintain the unity of one body of Christ. we've got a common enemy, satan. he wants to steal our victory, our joy, our salvation, our eternity. BUT are we going to just let him take it? no. instead we want to claim back whats ours, and rightfully God's.

leaders are here to correct and guide us. if not, why did God even will for them to be your leader? he's got a plan. and from what ive learnt from missions, i know God always has a plan. whether you like it or not. you may have your very own expectations and outcomes. but whether its according to God's plan, is another matter altogether. your level of trust from another dont begin with 100/100. you earn it. BUT what ive learnt is that your trust for God can be 100/100 from the very begining, WHY? because its a 100% full proof, safe investment.

read the verses i posted previously. Didn't the victory of kings and leaders come from God? and the reason was that they TRUSTED HIM even when the tide was low. what i have to do myself now is to follow whever God leads me, not where satan is leading me away to. i'll trust in God.

why anger or burst in a rage just because somebody tries to correct you? calm down. take in whatever is beneficial. CHANGE. thank God that the somebody corrected you ... or you would've fallen deep into satan's trap.

one last thing, KEEP THE FAITH.
indeed, i believe that God gave this to pastor with a very valid purpose and reason.
its not even 2007. and im seeing needs and signs to keep this faith i have in God. why? i've realised how much ive slackened after missions and fallen back. well. now im picking myself up. this faith ive aquired, ive testified, ive grown for God will not just stay here or drop. my vision and ambition is to be closer to Christ each day. depending on him for my all. my all.

NO-MORE(S) :
- self glory
- selfish thoughts and acts
- disobedience
- sliding back
- back to square one

MORE(S) :
- unity
- obedience
- trust
- accountability
- FAITH

lastly, bringing back the spirit of EVANGELISM. ive not been doing it for days and i feel odd. 150,000 go to hell each day without even knowing Christ ! oh no ! we've got a part to play ! something to be responsible for ! our generation. WHY? we're chosen. simple. :D

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

must i repeat myself?

- i dont need any other forms of attention or love other than that of God's
- i understand that the time now is not right
- stop being paranoid and suspicious

LASTLY :
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE TRUST YOU GAVE. i looked up to the wrong person.
i gave my word all for nothing. BUT SO? ive got God. must i seek human approval? nope, i dont need.

I PRAY FOR THIS :
- cell group to grow ( im wondering why we have people who go on and off, where does the problem lie? ).
- cell group to expand and multiply ( im wondering why we're growing in numbers, but not in faith ) .
- God to raise more in cell leaders .
- commitment and unity among cell members.
- God to reveal his plan for our cell ( leadership , membership , discipleship )
- JUSTIFIED AMOUNT OF TRUST GIVEN :D

Numbers 20:12:
But the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, "Because you did not trust me enough to demonstrate my holiness to the people of Israel, you will not lead them into the land I am giving them!"

Psalm 13:5:
But I trust in your unfailing love.
I will rejoice because you have rescued me.

Psalm 41:9:
Even my best friend, the one I trusted completely,
the one who shared my food, has turned against me.

Psalm 56:11:
I trust in God, so why should I be afraid?
What can mere mortals do to me?

Proverbs 16:20:
Those who listen to instruction will prosper;
those who trust the Lord will be joyful.


Isaiah 49:4:
I replied, "But my work seems so useless!
I have spent my strength for nothing and to no purpose.
Yet I leave it all in the Lord's hand;
I will trust God for my reward.”


well, i learnt that even when nobody whom you trust is reliable. there is always somebody whom you can trust. God. when even your closest kin turns their backs and points their fingers at you. Trust in God. even when people say you cant make it, when they say you'll fail. trust in God, and you'll be blessed.
very disappointed with doubts and distrust.

people whom helped me gain trust from others dont trust me themselves now?
what an irony and joke. im tired of dishonoured words and promises.

Question :
did Jesus make appointments with his disciples and not turn up? not once, not twice, not even thrice....uncountabilities. do he dishonour his words? hadn't he taught us to be accountable?

people, please tell me. i'd like to know.

dont one body of Christ function as one? dont we need one another to progress?
Romans 12:4-5 - Just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not all have the same function, so in Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others.

how will a son love his dad when his dad dont even believe a word that he says? will the son even look up to his dad's example? how can a son be punctual for school when his dad is not even punctual for work without any valid reason? or maybe because he has to work till late at night? is it reason enough to break a SET timing? a son wont correct his dad. but is it ok to caution the problem to him?

this gives me a hint of how examplary behavior works....
dont point at me ? cause when you did, you're already pointing back at yourself.
im willing to learn. are you willing to teach proper methods and examples? well, i wont blame circumstances, i'd might as well blame myself for not doing my part? what about yours? did you? :) have a nice day.

cant wait for YI camp .

*-kenric :) . 10:07pm . 13 December 2006

TRUST . TRUST . TRUST . TRUST

Monday, December 11, 2006

TARGETS FOR THIS WEEK
- clear all my holiday homework.
- find time to meet up with mates to do Geography AMA
- perfect the dance
- find my retro outfit
- approval for Youth Impact camp

all in one week :D though it seems inpossible, BUT guess what?
" What is impossible for man, IS POSSIBLE WITH GOD " :)

lastly, a group shot with Pastor Tamaloon and his wife at Khon Kaen AOG...

Thursday, December 07, 2006

IM FINALLY BACK !

people, i tell you. i've wished that i could stay longer ! and i didn't want to come back ! how great it is to just put everything down and dedicate your whole life to serve God and his people, or to just spread his word out to the nations !

so, heres a summary of the 10 impacting days in thailand :)

BACKGROUND :
- team of 9 people
- all first timers except leader

okie it wasn't easy for me to go on this trip either....
had to seek approval, things were shaky.

KHON KAEN :
- our first ministry at the school wasn't really powerful. there were LOTS LOTS LOTS of distraction. basically the kids didn't focus. and also we didn't know that we need to pray ! haha i know it sounds dumb that we forgot to use this most powerful weapon. took this as a lesson.

- first night rally : again LOTS of distractions. at the very moment of altar call. people fell from bicycle. people pass away. basically the situation was very chaotic and alot of people were distracted. BUT our God came to the rescue =)

when pastor begin to call onto people for healing, people started to step out. and we began to lay hands and pray for people. and INDEED, many were healed. and received Christ. my team and pastor Ong together went to the house of a boy whom we healed. His grandmother had kidney problems, has osteoperosis
and cant walk without aid. AFTER praying, she regained walking ability ! and the pain was gone. she began to smile and tears rolled down her cheeks, that warmed my heart! greatly. God is AWESOME.

from that very day, we learnt very valuable lessons and picked up the momentum for battle. taking initiatives, and to pray at all times.

Refugee CAMP :

BACKGROUND :
- consists of laos Mhong , and thai Mhong tribe people
- at war
- need of a saviour
- need of a place that gives them sense of belonging

when we were Praise and Worshiping on the bus, as i peered out the windows. i began to realise that they really need God. and really want to reach out and touch their lives. Tears rolled.

when we were giving out blankets and food, there was a great multitude !
BUT as i became panicky and when the slightest bit of fear came in, i didn't forget to pray, and God brought to my memory of the verse ade shared in the morning.

2 Chronicles 20:15
He said, “Listen, all you people of Judah and Jerusalem! Listen, King Jehoshaphat! This is what the Lord says: Do not be afraid! Don’t be discouraged by this mighty army, for the battle is not yours, but God’s.

Chronicles 20:17:
But you will not even need to fight. Take your positions; then stand still and watch the Lord’s victory. He is with you, O people of Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid or discouraged. Go out against them tomorrow, for the Lord is with you!”

Chronicles 20:20:
Early the next morning the army of Judah went out into the wilderness of Tekoa. On the way Jehoshaphat stopped and said, “Listen to me, all you people of Judah and Jerusalem! Believe in the Lord your God, and you will be able to stand firm. Believe in his prophets, and you will succeed.”

yes, she prayed to God and this was what God showed her and she shared. INDEED, God brought in the multitude. BUT as he said :" Do not be afraid! Don’t be discouraged by this mighty army, for the battle is not yours, but God’s. " and yes, the battle is not ours BUT God's. all we have to do is to stand firm, take our positions, stand still and watch God's victory ! :D indeed and indeed it came true. and in the midst, God even sent someone to our aid : the thai military. and wherever the people became aggresive, they would take control.

night rally was very powerful ! Thousands came, almost all received Christ. many was healed. and indeed, God answers and provides, the people found their saviour : God. and they found the kingdom of whom they belonged to : God's.

MUCH MORE TO BE SHARED !
this is only part of it. will be sharing more on the next post. :D