must i repeat myself?

- i dont need any other forms of attention or love other than that of God's
- i understand that the time now is not right
- stop being paranoid and suspicious

LASTLY :
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE TRUST YOU GAVE. i looked up to the wrong person.
i gave my word all for nothing. BUT SO? ive got God. must i seek human approval? nope, i dont need.

I PRAY FOR THIS :
- cell group to grow ( im wondering why we have people who go on and off, where does the problem lie? ).
- cell group to expand and multiply ( im wondering why we're growing in numbers, but not in faith ) .
- God to raise more in cell leaders .
- commitment and unity among cell members.
- God to reveal his plan for our cell ( leadership , membership , discipleship )
- JUSTIFIED AMOUNT OF TRUST GIVEN :D

Numbers 20:12:
But the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, "Because you did not trust me enough to demonstrate my holiness to the people of Israel, you will not lead them into the land I am giving them!"

Psalm 13:5:
But I trust in your unfailing love.
I will rejoice because you have rescued me.

Psalm 41:9:
Even my best friend, the one I trusted completely,
the one who shared my food, has turned against me.

Psalm 56:11:
I trust in God, so why should I be afraid?
What can mere mortals do to me?

Proverbs 16:20:
Those who listen to instruction will prosper;
those who trust the Lord will be joyful.


Isaiah 49:4:
I replied, "But my work seems so useless!
I have spent my strength for nothing and to no purpose.
Yet I leave it all in the Lord's hand;
I will trust God for my reward.”

well, i learnt that even when nobody whom you trust is reliable. there is always somebody whom you can trust. God. when even your closest kin turns their backs and points their fingers at you. Trust in God. even when people say you cant make it, when they say you'll fail. trust in God, and you'll be blessed.