and Inspiring ....
yet thought Provoking video.




Linkin Park - What I've done

In this farewell,
There’s no blood,
There’s no alibi.
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.
So let mercy come,
And wash away

What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.

Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.

So let mercy come,
And wash away
What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
For What I’ve Done

I start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done.

I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go off what I’ve done.
(From what I've done
From what I've done)
What I’ve done.
Forgiving What I’ve Done.

KENIRC! 10:51p.m. 30th April 2007

Give me a reason.

struggling with my hope and dreams
trying to find my way in this reality.
but wait i know how to end all these
that is to look up to the highest Lord of thee.

though my heart is yearning
but my flesh is weak.

Lord i need a reason,
i know you're looking,
but why cant i see you moving?
i have faith that you'll do,
i'll wait .

So Jesus, take my hand wont you?
i want to fall deeply all over again ......

TODAY
boring weekend.
stayed home just studying, studying, studying for mid-year-exams.
i needs some life over here :/

how great thou art, how great thou art......

KENRIC! . 29 April 2007 . 12:53p.m.
- 43 days to physical freedom.
- ?? days to reclaiming spiritual freedom.

Places to Places.

went many places today...

here's the sequence :

- woke at 5am to get ready to go changi airport.

- sent nic off

- slacked around @ the airport and took some pictures at T2

- went expo

- went bugis

- coincidentally. bumped into yl and friends ( whom we went separate ways at least 5 hrs ago @ the airport )

- went bugis street

- went " si-ma-lu "

couldn't take the bugis atmosphere and headed town to meet some people....

( yanling, jason, mavis, shereen )

- walked around

- talked

- played pool

* things i learnt :

- Jason's label crazy.

- he loves photography. you can see from his 1.4k cam.

didn't know them quite well. except people who owes me things.

after several conversations, i made new friends.

.

below is the only picture taken with the new friend(s) Plus, pictures taken at T2.

this is Jason in black.

Salut te Changi.

thats Darren in my idea.

Dar&Dal by Ric.

KENRIC! @ 9:37p.m. 22nd April 2007.

i need help.

its time to swallow my pride.
after reading my archives, after reading my own testimonies.
i couldn't believe what a scum i was.

now i understand why it was worth the pain.
the humiliation.
the agnoy.
just to save us.

if he didn't save us. who will?
thank you, God.

will you pick me up and never let me fall again?
i put my trust in you.

KENRIC! 3:40 p.m. 17 April 2007

Time, is indeed running out.

i think i had a considerable amount of fun today :D
went town and SHOPPED !
heh. feels so good. cause its been sometime since i really shopped.
headed for some pure choc ice-blended @ paragon. & i tried the walnut cookie and it tastes real nice !
and went to play some balls at cuppage.
and, just before heading home. went centrepoint's delifrance for some free eclairs. again. xD

and some pictures from today :

absolutely smashing :)

this song's going be in my mind for sometime.

Three Doors Down - Here Without you


A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
and I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

:/

never had been there to start with.
but then again, the miles just seem to get further and further away.
till we meet again. cos making the last goodbye seems kind of hard now :)

KENRIC! 9:27 p.m. 15 April 2007

went places today.
took bus 67.
and slept in it...

wanted to go sim lim square to check out prices of ipods and PSPs.
when i woke up, i realized that i missed my stop and that im in serangoon/little india/farrerpark. alighted, took cab to simlimsquare. the fare was S$4.60.

later headed to bugis for lunch. the food was nice. slacked at a secret place.
then just before we decided to head town, met up with some contacts. when we reached town, they headed centrepoint's delifrance to find their friend who was working there. and managed to get 2 eclairs, and alot of other unknown pastries for free.

then headed cuppage for a few games and headed home.
i have lots of homework to do.
lots of revisions to do.
and many tests to study for.

Mid-Year exams is just 17 days away.

KENRIC ! 11:52 p.m. 14th April 2007.
*so much to say, so little time !

The Feeling - Fill my little world

I had a dream we went away
Left this city for a day
You took me southwards on a plane
And showed me spain or somewhere
But in reality you're not so keen to show me anything
And I thought you liked me

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise
(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up

Yeah, so what you gonna do
With all this stuff piling up, filling up and taking up
You misunderstand me
All I wanted was some evidence
That you really like me
(You really like me)

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise
(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up

Maybe it's all too much
How come we're so messed up
Maybe I'm not enough
Maybe you're just too much

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up
OhhOhhYeah

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise
(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise
That I'm passing you by
So fill your little world right up, right up, right up
Ohh.

;D >Hey! show some love, you aint so tough.

Life in a different dimension....

God...
how long has it been since i spoke to you?
how many times has it occured that i denied you?
how was it the way i treated the likes of myself then?

what led me astray?
what made me blind?

2nd attempt...
is it worth?
i gave away salvation,
but,
in times of desperation,
its you whom i sought.
taking freedom for granted.

NOW.

your people flee from me like a plague,
it fuels my hate for you.
i persecute ones whom my heart reached.
friends made thru you,
not so friendly afterall, how have you taught them?
perhaps i was like them then.

for whom do i need to please,
now that your children seem righteous,
but speak of evil like me.
gave me no motivation,
shows me no difference from then and now.

when your loved ones dont practice what they preach,
what for do you call them to reach?
so superficial. so artificial.

now i see,
even the identity dont matter much more anymore,
cause clearly they are righteous,
just because you are.
and, because they "obey" you.

you know i love you.
you know i trust too.
but then,
looking at all the diffences from then and now,
i clearly know what the difference is between,
your children that are true and un-true.

got so much to say, but few words to describe.
however i'd end here.
this isn't goodbye.
this is just the begining of my observance.

for how can i love them and you like you wanted,
when your children love like they wanted....
how can i learn,
when other than you,
the teachers are incapable to teach?
i might be wrong, but their methods.....

you know what i mean.

kenric !
10:57 p.m.
12th November 2007.

don't say i never did my part,
when you only cared about your other responsibilities.
how would you know i wasn't right,
when you dont even give a damn to even ask.
don't blame me, you're not God.
well. start thinking of ways how you could blame yourself.

:D

World's Greatests.

what comes up to you mind when you see this headline?
well. there can be many world greatests. for example :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_uVPSDl5tc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aa0jHOGn6e8

Michael Jordan.
Muhammad Ali.
Jimi Hendrix.
Bruce Lee.
Lance Armstrong.
Tiger Woods.
Roger Federer.
Pelé.
& Whoever else ....

BIG names. I do respect them.

but world greatest will always be W.O.R.L.D. greatests.
have you ever wondered if there was something greater than this world?
that something which exceeds far off the limits of man?

in my heart. he is the Greatest :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYk3dqduQfY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJ6dYDRMRm4

i can't imagine after what he has done, i could still bear to walk away just like that.
but, i know he is waiting for each sinner like me to repent.
im sure. i'm coming back.

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.... ten years down the road. when you hair is long.when you are hot.when you wear micro-mini skirts.when you have kids.when you got the big jobs.when you got the big money.when you are all busy.when work and stress is holding you down. this is what you'll never forget.each glance brings a smile. no matter how....poor you can be.rich you can be.busy you can be.stressed you can be. our favourite teacher : Mr Scott Chew..... JOGGING :)