Saturday, December 29, 2007

Things i've done this holiday, so far.
well, i'm not excactly going to list each and every one of the things i've done but for everything i did, i made sure that the end of the day i got high and broke (:


KENRIC! 10:40a.m. 29th December 2007.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Chris Brown - Say Goodbye

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
'cause I know

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye



KENRIC! 3:58a.m. 18th December 2007
*will be away to class chalet from 18th dec - 21st dec.
cos i've got the guts to say : " i don't love you like i did yesterday ".

KENRIC! 3:42a.m. 18th December 2007.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Quick Updates.

- no job
- no money
- no life
- no gf ( sounds so despo )
- no haircut
- no new clothes
- no new kicks

but, i do have....
- freedom
- happiness
- fun
- lots of sleep
- friends
- late nights out
- etc.

happy with this update? YES / NO , i don't really care (:
but i do promise to do this more often.

KENRIC! 5:19a.m. 13th December 2007.
* looking forward to x'mas !

Thursday, October 25, 2007


Your Score: The Straight


Stand up and be heard! You're 36% gay!



You're straight! You can choose whether or not you should be proud of that. You have just enough gay in you to not look like a liar, but too little to be really gay. You're suprised, aren't you?

Link: The Am I Gay? Test written by alone2gether on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
THE YOUR TYPE OF GIRL TEST.


Your Score: The Hot Friend


39% Sexy-Cute, 48% Dark-Light, 52% Artsy-Stylish





Sexy, neither Dark nor Light, and neither Artsy nor Stylish, she's just the Hot Friend. You know you've got one of these. Great face, great uh... assets. This is the type of girl who is fawned on by guys constantly, never realizes it, and finally marries some jackass who's just like you... but damn it, it's not you!



If you liked my test, Please rate it highly! Thanks!


Also, make sure to check out my Beautiful Faces Test if you haven't already.


Your Score: 7 - the Adventurer


Thanks for taking the test !



you chose AX - your Enneagram type is SEVEN (aka "The Enthusiast").


"I am happy and open to new things"



Adventurers are energetic, lively, and optimistic. They want to contribute to the world.


How to Get Along with Me



  • Give me companionship, affection, and freedom.
  • Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter.
  • Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories.
  • Don't try to change my style. Accept me the way I am.
  • Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people.
  • Don't tell me what to do.

What I Like About Being a SEVEN



  • being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down
  • being spontaneous and free-spirited
  • being outspoken and outrageous. It's part of the fun.
  • being generous and trying to make the world a better place
  • having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures
  • having such varied interests and abilities

What's Hard About Being a SEVEN



  • not having enough time to do all the things I want
  • not completing things I start
  • not being able to profit from the benefits that come from specializing; not making a commitment to a career
  • having a tendency to be ungrounded; getting lost in plans or fantasies
  • feeling confined when I'm in a one-to-one relationship

SEVENs as Children Often



  • are action oriented and adventuresome
  • drum up excitement
  • prefer being with other children to being alone
  • finesse their way around adults
  • dream of the freedom they'll have when they grow up

SEVENs as Parents



  • are often enthusiastic and generous
  • want their children to be exposed to many adventures in life
  • may be too busy with their own activities to be attentive

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
Harper SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages



You liked the test?
so S P R E A D I T ! tell everyone!!! (use Quick-Paste below)

you wanna know MORE?
so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type...

...even more you'll find in Google

or do you prefer to











You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose AX

Would you rather have chosen:

  • BX (NINE)
  • CX (TWO)
  • AY (EIGHT)
  • AZ (THREE)

  • Link: The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

    Your Score: ADOLF HITLER


    Achtung! You are 46% brainwashworthy, 54% antitolerant, and 61% blindly patriotic


    You probably you lack the charisma and intelligence to be Hitler himself, but then again, who knows? You've got a few of the necessary traits, at least. You are crazy, nationalistic, and more proud of your background than you should be.

    Right now I am breathing a big sigh of relief that you don't live in Germany in the 1930's, although I guess things couldn't have gone any worse than they did, even with your help. Maybe all this energy that you feel right now could be directed to an end less evil? Are you a Police Officer? Not in my town, I hope.

    Sadly, you exceeded expectations on all 3 indicators.

    Deutschland: Uber Alles!





    - new test, it rules, take it -
    The Terrorism Test

    Link: The Would You Have Been a Nazi Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

    Monday, October 22, 2007

    Happy Birthday Mom !

    today's my mom's birthday....
    so she decided not to go to work,
    and i did not need to go school,
    so went out with my mama.

    went vivo city.
    accompanied her to shop for clothes, shoes, chocs, etc.
    then had a late lunch at SR, and then dinner at TCL.

    and to thank her for everything i have and everything i am.....






    KENRIC! 7:52p.m. 22nd October 2007
    * cos i got it from my mama !

    Saturday, October 20, 2007

    Melee - Built To Last

    I've looked for love in stranger places,
    but never found someone like you.
    Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
    and now there's nothing I can't do.

    'Cause this is real, and this is good.
    It warms the inside just like it should,
    but most of all it's built to last.

    All of our friends saw from the start.
    So why didn't we believe it too?
    Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
    You're in my heart now.
    And there's no escaping it for you.

    'Cause this is real, and this is good.
    It warms the inside just like it should,
    but most of all it's built to last.

    Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
    You and I were made to get love right

    'Cause this is real, and this is good.
    It warms the inside just like it should,
    but most of all it's built to last.

    'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
    considered the best when we've felt the worst
    and most of all it's built to last.


    KENRIC! 2:45p.m. 20th October 2007.
    *but most of all, it's built to last (:



    Thursday, October 11, 2007

    Closer.

    to O's
    - today's chemistry practical : did fine, my titration results actually tally with Mrs Quah's so it should be fine (:
    - biology practical next tuesday.

    to end of O's
    - yes i'm looking forward to that day.

    to You
    And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
    And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
    I'll never leave you .

    Just need to get closer, closer
    Lean on me now .

    Lean on me now
    Closer, closer
    Lean on me now
    Lean on me now .

    Plans for the weekend.
    it's your birthday tomorrow big guy ! (:
    who? its none other than my jiao-ing partner / co-PPHC founder, shareholder, boss, etc.....
    LEE FENG !!!



    Ok, lets begin. even though i make you feel crappy, i call you emo kid, i laugh at your ozone depletion, but lets not forget that i still love you yea (though it sounds kinda gay). yes! thanks for everything yea. though you look "big" on the inside we all know you're inversely proportional on the inside. from being a humongous eater to the heavy hibernator, and the kiddy behaviour (at times i'm included yea), i enjoy each and every moment with you (:

    that's true ! and i know i'm going to miss you after our O's, but since we live so near each other, i believe we'd still be able to keep each other updated on our PPHC updates given the advancement in technology of today.

    hey and look ! you're finally 16 yea. now you can play pool w/ me without getting "suan" as being 15 ! but then again, people always think you're old because of your height....NOT FAIR !
    yet again, i know life isn't always fair, there's something i've got that you dont (you know what i mean :)

    ok lets get to the point, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
    and blah, good luck for your O's. just don't score better than me.
    lastly, hope you like that photo i took for you in Perak ! your favourite bobby boy Jeremy's included in the background too !

    ps : i'd never forget LARDO , PEK-PEK, UPSIZE, BOTAK BURGER times with you (:

    - plush on saturday.
    - my time for my girl tomorow (:

    KENRIC! 6:54p.m. 11th October 2007.

    Friday, October 05, 2007

    Updates.

    - Graduation day today.
    - o'level practical in 6 days.
    - o'level written in 17 days.
    - o'level ending in 39 days.

    make it or break it.
    L1R4 14 . L1R5 25. Prelims.
    L1R4 ? . L1R5 ?. O'levels.
    dreams and reality.

    i spent 10 years of my life just for this.
    primary. secondary. tertiary?

    lastly, the next few weeks will be a tough one for me.
    time is very tight and i might not have time for everyone.
    hope you guys understand (:

    girl thanks for being here with me.
    begining till the end. things will get better (:

    concentration. confidence. priorities. responsibilities.
    i'd shoulder them all.

    KENRIC! 12:33a.m. 5th October 2007.
    * stand by me.

    to fellow O'level candidates.


    Jonas Brothers - Hold on
    (soundtrack)
    We don’t have time left to regret
    It will take more than common sense
    So stop your wondering take a stand
    There's more to life than just to live

    Cus an empty room can be so loud
    Its too many tears to drown them out
    So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

    One single smile a helping hand
    Its not that hard to be a friend
    So don't give up, stand til the end
    There's more to life than just to live

    Cus an empty room can be so loud
    Its too many tears to drown them out
    So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

    When it falls apart
    And you're feeling lost
    All your hope is gone
    don’t forget to hold on, hold on

    Cus an empty room can be so loud
    Its too many tears to drown them out
    So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

    When you love someone
    And they break your heart
    don’t give up on love
    Have faith restart
    Just hold on, hold on

    Cus an empty room can be so loud
    Its too many tears to drown them out
    So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

    When you love someone
    And they break your heart
    don’t give up on love
    Have faith restart
    Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

    Monday, October 01, 2007

    This I Promise You.
    (soundtrack)

    When the visions around you,
    Bring tears to your eyes
    And all that surround you,
    Are secrets and lies
    Ill be your strength,
    Ill give you hope,
    Keeping your faith when its gone
    The one you should call,
    Was standing here all along..

    And I will take
    You in my arms
    And hold you right where you belong
    Till the day my life is through
    This I promise you
    This I promise you

    Ive loved you forever,
    In lifetimes before
    And I promise you never...
    Will you hurt anymore
    I give you my word
    I give you my heart (give you my heart)
    This is a battle weve won
    And with this vow,
    Forever has now begun...

    Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
    Each loving day (each loving day)
    I know this feeling wont go away (no..)
    Till the day my life is through
    This I promise you..
    This I promise you..

    Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
    When I hear you call
    Without you in my life baby
    I just wouldnt be living at all...

    And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
    You in my arms
    And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
    Till the day my life is through
    This I promise you baby

    Just close your eyes
    Each loving day (each loving day)
    I know this feeling wont go away (no..)
    Every word I say is true
    This I promise you

    Every word I say is true
    This I promise you
    Ooh, I promise you...


    KENRIC! 12:07a.m. 1st October 2007.
    * till the day my life is through. jo'amour.

    Tuesday, September 25, 2007

    Elliott Yamin - Wait for You
    (soundtrack)

    I never felt nothing in the world like this before
    Now I'm missing you
    & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
    Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
    So now I'm all alone,
    Girl you could have stayed
    but you wouldnt give me a chance
    With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
    And all my tears they keep running down my face
    Why did you turn away?

    [Bridge]

    So why does your pride make you run and hide?
    Are you that afraid of me?
    But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
    This is not how you wanted to be

    [Chorus]

    So baby I will wait for you
    Cause I don''t know what else i can do
    Don't tell me I ran out of time
    If it takes the rest of my life

    Baby I will wait for you
    If you think I'm fine it just aint true
    I really need you in my life
    No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

    [Verse 2]

    It's been a long time since you called me
    (How could you forget about me)
    You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
    How can you walk away,
    Everything stays the same
    I just can't do it baby
    What will it take to make you come back
    Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
    Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
    Don't leave me crying.

    [Bridge]

    Baby why can't we just start over again
    Get it back to the way it was
    If you give me a chance I can love you right
    But your telling me it wont be enough

    [Chorus]

    So baby I will wait for you
    Cause I don''t know what else i can do
    Don't tell me I ran out of time
    If it takes the rest of my life

    Baby I will wait for you
    If you think I'm fine it just aint true
    I really need you in my life
    No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

    [Bridge]

    So why does you pride make you run & hide
    Are you that afriad of me?
    But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
    Thats not how you wanted to be

    Baby I will wait for you
    Baby I will wait for you
    If it's the last thing i do

    [Chorus]

    Baby I will wait for you
    Cause I don''t know what else i can do
    Don't tell me I ran out of time
    If it takes the rest of my life

    Baby I will wait for you
    If you think I'm fine it just aint true
    I really need you in my life
    No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

    I'll Be Waiting.


    KENRIC! 11:12p.m 25th September 2007.
    * if it takes the rest of my life, if it's the last thing i do, no matter what i have it do.
    i've wait, waited and i'm still waiting.
    A Special Post For a Special Friend.

    year 2000, we became friends.
    year 2005, we got into deep shit together.
    we could mutually call ourselves the best of friends.
    but in 2007, we disintegrated.

    dAr Posted 23/11/2005 06:54
    Kenric
    i am also thinking to rite u a testimonal...but i also don know what to tell u but...then.
    case we have aready done we can't make it better really remember if really probation i am going to find u first...i think can de lah but really i atill worried lah even though have lawyer..= )

    now i am starting testimonal

    k3nRic is a nice guy and i like to go along wit him alot he treat me like his own brother and of coz me too... : )he hamdsome!!!smart...heehee
    funny...too me
    gonna stop here brother... bye bye HehE.

    dAr Posted 25/12/2005 17:19
    Haha...
    thx for your testi i wish u MERRY CHRISMAS...too
    hehez how have u celebrate your day?
    wish u are happy in every thing u do..
    okie???u are only best friend i ever have...

    dAr Posted 17/09/2006 18:43
    wei ken!
    i just read though your post...and i saw the post that you write "very intresting.5 years ago it was Darren"
    lol you so good arh.
    next time write how we go home ! lol that bag!
    okie lahcall you soon

    dAr
    Posted 11/06/2007 22:17
    Finally huh!
    our group people are missing, getting lesser and lesser.
    tonight is our big time.
    "I DID IT !, NOPE WE DID IT!!!"

    KENRIC! 12:27a.m. 25th September 2007.
    * growing up was a process. growing up with you, was a blessing.

    Monday, September 24, 2007

    A Special Post for a Special Somebody.

    23rd June - when i first saw you.
    7th July - 2nd time i saw you.
    21st July - 3rd time i saw you.
    23rd July - tried knowing you.

    Kenric Posted 23/07/2007 07:41
    you're the girl from 2 nights ago ! :)

    Kenric Posted 26/07/2007 08:57
    this girl never bathes till after 12 midnight daily
    = smelly and sticky .

    Kenric Posted 04/09/2007 09:31
    MEPBP = ):
    YMATM = (:
    lol + -.- x 10000000000000000000000000000000.

    Kenric Posted 05/09/2007 10:38
    you're special.
    you'll still be even though you might not be 1000th (:


    KENRIC! 11:46p.m. 24 September 2007.
    * so tell me, where did i go right / how we came this far. we know this isn't just for tonight.

    Sunday, September 23, 2007

    Term 4 Week 2.

    well, i completed my prelim exams last friday.
    took 3 days off school ( didn't have any papers on those days)

    i finally managed to go to National Museum on friday 21/9 (: i've wanted to go since its re-opened but everyone's just not into history like i am / keen about Singapore's past as i am. but Jo went with me, tho history isnt really her cup of tea. well the visit turned out real nice, we enjoyed ourselves. headed to arab to shisha w/ daly, leon & co.

    saturday 22/9 was a hit. went homeclub w/ jo, daly, yingting, leon, mavis, novia + bessie's first time. atmosphere was good, but too bad trance spoiled it. watched soccer @ the floor and halfway dancing we were cheering for arsenal ( daly won his bet ) 5-0 ownage.

    headed to velvet dragon for the 2nd part of the night. had guestlist for both parties so it was fine. went in walked around, danced a little, drank a little and headed back to join my peeps and found out party ended early.

    walked to esplanade to slack, and caught the sunrise @ the riverside (: beautiful. took lots of nice photos that night. the real fun isnt clubbing nor the fags nor the booze. but rather the friends (: you guys made my day wonderful & fun. and especially with leon's jack-ass jokes.

    *these recollections are rather fragmented due to my poor memory and my tired brain.

    KENRIC! 11:19p.m. 23 September 2007

    All I Have To Give

    I don't know what he does to make you cry
    But I'll be there to make you smile
    I don't have a fancy car
    To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles
    I don't care if he buys you nice things
    Does his gifts come from the heart?
    I don't know...
    But if you were my girl
    I'd make it so we'd never be apart

    Chorus:
    But my love is all I have to give
    Without you I don't think I can live
    I wish I could give the world to you...
    But love is all I have to give (give..)

    When you talk (when you talk),
    Does it seem like he's not even listening to a word you say?
    That's ok babe, just tell me your problems
    I'll try my best to kiss them all away...
    Does he leave (does he leave) when you need him the most?
    Does his friends get all your time?
    Baby please, I'm on my knees
    Praying for the day that you'll be mine.

    Chorus:
    But my love is all I have to give
    Without you I don't think I can live
    I wish I could give the world to you...
    But love is all I have to give to you...

    (Hey girl)
    Hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more inside
    All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
    I have inside...
    I love you baby
    And I would give my it to you
    All I can give, All I can give, All I can give, babe-e
    All, all, all,all, all, all
    Every thing I have is for you,you,you,you,you
    All I can give

    Chorus:
    My love is all I have to give (ohhh)
    Without you I don't think I can live (oh)(I love you, I love you)
    I wish I could give the world to you... (give the world to you)
    But love is all I have to give (its all that I have)

    But my love is all I have to give
    Without you I don't think I can live
    I wish I could give the world to you...
    But love is all I have to give (give)
    To you...

    Ohhh all I have to give
    Without you I don't think I can live
    Give the world to you
    But love is all I have to give to you (that's all I got to give)

    (: for you.

    Thursday, September 20, 2007

    300 WATTS Body Battery Calculator - Find Out How Much Electricity Your Body is Producing - Dating
    Your Body is Producing 300 Watts!
    This is 20% MORE wattage than the average person
    You could light up 3 light bulbs
    You could power 75 iPods
    You could power 2 Xbox 360s
    3 of you would be needed to keep a refrigerator running

    $3565.00The Cadaver Calculator - Find out how much your body is worth.

    Completely Free Personals from JustSayHi



    Congratulations, your dead body is worth $3565!
    Doesn't that make you feel great?

    33% Geek

    JustSayHi - A Free Dating Website






    JustSayHi - A Free Dating Website




    33% Geek



    How Geek Are You?
    You are 33% Geek!
    Be proud of your geeky awesomeness: Copy and paste the code below each badge to display your score on your blog or myspace profile.

    Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?
    Your Grade: A+
    100% You Passed with an Excellent Score!

    JustSayHi - Science Quiz
    JustSayHi - A Free Dating Website

    Tuesday, September 18, 2007

    Fall Back into My Life
    (Amber Pacific)

    I know it's not enough to say I'm wrong
    You know that I will miss you now you're gone
    I know it's not your life to see this through
    Just know that in my heart, it beats for you
    So leave a little note for me behind
    I swear I have to know the reasons why
    This won't survive

    But if you fall back into my life
    I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
    Telling me to be your only one

    But if you fall back into my life
    I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
    I could never leave this world undone
    I want to be your only one

    And now it's not the same with you away
    Just holding onto hope to save my days
    I won't survive
    So just stay with me tonight, and try

    But if you fall back into my life
    I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
    Telling me to be your only one

    But if you fall back into my life
    I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
    I could never leave this war unsung
    I want to be your only one

    But if you fall back into my life
    I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
    Telling me to be your only one

    But if you fall back into my life
    I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
    I could never leave this world undone
    I could never leave this war unsung
    I want to be your only one


    KENRIC! 1:33p.m. 18th September 2007.
    * sorry for being a f*ucker.

    Monday, September 10, 2007

    How Do i Breathe
    ( mario )

    How do I breathe, yeah.
    How do I breathe, yeaaaah.
    It feels so different being here,
    I was so next to being next to you,
    Life for me is not the same,
    There's no one to turn to.
    I don't know why I let it go too far,
    Starting over it's so hard.
    Seems like everywhere I try to go,
    I keep thinking of you.

    I just had a week of calls,
    Wishing that I never let you fall,
    Baby you are not blame at all.
    Remember when I pushed you away?
    Baby if you knew I cared,
    You'd have never went nowhere,
    Girl I should've been right there.

    How do I breathe,
    Without you here by my side?
    How will I see,
    When your love brought me to the light?
    Where do I go,
    When your heart's where I lay my head?
    When you're not with me,
    How do I breathe?
    How do I breathe?

    Girl I'm losin' my mind.
    Yes I made a mistake.
    I thought that you would be mine.
    Guess the joke was on me.
    I miss you so bad I can't sleep.
    I wish I knew where you could be.
    Another dude is replacing me,
    but this can't be happening.

    I just had a wake up call,
    Wishing that I never let you fall,
    Baby you are not blame at all.
    when I was the one that pushed you away
    Baby if you knew I cared,
    You'd have never went nowhere,
    Girl I should've been right there.

    How do I breathe,
    Without you here by my side?
    How will I see,
    When your love brought me to the light?
    Where do I go,
    When your heart's where I lay my head?
    When you're not with me,
    How do I breathe?
    How do I breathe?

    I can't get over you no, (ooooh)
    Baby I don't wanna let go.
    Girl you need to come home,
    Back to me,
    Cuz girl you made it hard to breathe,
    When you're not with me.

    Tell me how do I breathe,
    Without you here by my side?
    How will I see,
    When your love brought me to the light?
    Where do I go,
    When your heart's where I lay my head?
    When you're not with me,
    How do I breathe?
    How do I breathe?


    KENRIC! 11.21p.m. 10 September 2007.

    today's the start of my preliminary examinations.
    & ive got 4 more days to go before it ends.

    figures :
    graduation is 4 weeks away
    'o'levels is just 7 weeks away.
    'o'levels ends in 10 weeks.

    i don't really have much left.
    its my last year and i don't want to blow it.
    so its time to start working hard
    ( even though i should've started much earlier ).

    wish me all the best.
    won't be updating much until everything end.
    till we meet again in 10 weeks then (:

    Sunday, September 09, 2007

    The Take Over, The Breaks Over
    (fall out boys)

    Baby, seasons change but people don't
    And I'll always be waiting in the back room
    I'm boring but overcompensate
    with Headlines and flash, flash, flash photography

    But don't pretend you ever forgot about me
    Don't pretend you ever forgot about me


    KENRIC! 1:31p.m. 9th September 2007.
    * d-d-d-d-don't pretend.



    Unworthy i am.
    what hurts for me is to see,
    you getting hurt over somebody that wasn't there to be.
    what could i do to get it into your mind,
    that there wasn't really anything to what you think it is.

    just part of his fun you were,
    but here looking like a fool i am.
    getting into heart crashes and these.
    let it go won't you?

    who am i to say anything anyways,
    i aint got no money.
    i aint got no pretty cars to take you out on a date.
    neither do i have cold hard cash and credit cards.
    nor am i prince charming or romeo.

    what i have is all i am,
    what you want is what you need.
    unworthy i am,
    but how do you define worth?

    all's gone except the paper thin hope i have,
    but faith is all i need,
    i lead me to my dreams.
    the sky is without boundaries.
    if i cant take flight here,
    then i shall seek a place where i could call home,
    and soar like how i pictured myself to be.

    but when you go,
    would you even turn to say,
    i don't love you like i did yesterday.

    hate me for what i did, but not for who i am. so, tell me what you value. ask yourself truthfully. i can't force you, neither could i manipulate fate, so i'd let time decide for myself. perhaps i came in at the wrong point of time. chances i didnt have, or did not have the ability to hold on to. just like a roadtrip, i dont know where i'd be heading to, but i hope it'll lead to something good.

    Friday, September 07, 2007

    God, save this tormented soul.

    Monday, September 03, 2007

    The Keys to Your Heart

    You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

    In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

    You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

    You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

    Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

    Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

    You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

    In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

    Saturday, September 01, 2007

    In Between The Spaces.













    today is teacher's day (:
    and a tiring but fun day today.....

    0730 - School : Brisk Walking, ended up running with ky. slipped and fell.
    0930 - Performances. Highlights : XueYi's singing, teachers dancing to rihanna's umbrella (:
    1200 - DeLaSalle School with Feng and Chris. Dunk-ed at its court.
    1400 - CCKPS. met ex-classmates & mdm francis ( pretty as usual )
    1500 - Played basketball in tees and skinnies w/ ex-teamates + teachers. fun.
    1700 - Bugis. met Jo & Yt. Yt left for work. me and Jo went Haji to have ice cream at Pluck.
    2000 - Met Shawn @ wisma. dinner @ N.A.C.'s Kfc.
    2100 - Plaza Singaupra w/ Jo & Shawn. accompany Jo to get her purse.
    2230 - Headed home. along the way in the MRT, shawn and i took alot of fun shots (:

    KENRIC! 1:04a.m. 1 September 2007.
    * available space.

    Tuesday, August 28, 2007

    Sorry, Blame it on me

    i know i've been a bastard to everyone around me lately and i decided that i shall stop being the jackass that i am. at least for now ok? (: so, this song is for you peeps out there that has been "jiao-ed" , "shoot" , "neglected" , " disrespected" or simply hurt by me. im sorry.

    word are still words. give me time to change. i can do it.
    people not allowed to tag about this post : { your name here }
    (ok just joking)


    AKON - Sorry, Blame it on me.
    (play the video below the lyrics)

    As life goes on, I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility.
    And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me.
    So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done,
    things that haven't occurred yet,
    and things that they don't want to take responsibility for.

    I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
    I was on the road and you were alone
    I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
    I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

    That you were sitting home just wishing we
    Could go back to when it was just you and me
    I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
    I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

    I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
    I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
    I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
    That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

    Because I'm in the streets like everyday
    I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
    Like how you are the best thing in my world
    And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

    Chrous:
    I understand that there's some problems
    And I'm not too blind to know
    All the pain you kept inside you
    Even though you might not show

    If I can't apologize for being wrong
    Then it's just a shame on me
    (I'd be the reason for your pain) or (I'll be the reason for your pain)
    And you can put the blame on me

    you can put the blame on me
    you can put the blame on me
    you can put the blame on me
    you can put the blame on me

    said, you can put the blame on me
    said, you can put the blame on me
    said, you can put the blame on me
    you can put the blame on me

    I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
    And all the times you didn't know what to do
    I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
    Just trying to stay busy until you heard from Dad

    When you would rather be home with all your kids
    As one big family with love and bliss
    And even though pops treated us like kings
    He got a second wife and you didn't agree

    He got up and left you there all alone
    I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
    I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
    I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
    [Sorry, Blame It On Me lyrics on

    I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
    I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
    I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
    I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

    Chrous:
    I understand that there's some problems
    And I'm not too blind to know
    All the pain you kept inside you
    Even though you might not show

    If I can't apologize for being wrong
    Then it's just a shame on me
    (I'd be the reason for your pain) or (I'll be the reason for your pain)
    And you can put the blame on me

    you can put the blame on me
    you can put the blame on me
    you can put the blame on me
    you can put the blame on me

    said, you can put the blame on me
    said, you can put the blame on me
    said, you can put the blame on me
    you can put the blame on me

    I'm sorry that it took so long to see
    But they were dead wrong, trying to put it on me
    I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
    But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

    I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
    And for the embarrassment that she felt
    She's just a little young girl tryin to have fun
    But daddy should of never let her out that young

    I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
    I hope they manage better next time around
    How was I to know she was underage
    In a 21 and older club they say

    Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
    Verizon backed out, disgracing my name
    I'm just a singer trying to entertain
    Because I love my fans, I'll take that blame

    Even though the blame's on you
    Even though the blame's on you
    Even though the blame's on you
    I'll take that blame from you

    And you can put that blame on me
    And you can put that blame on me
    you can put that blame on me
    you can put that blame on me

    And you can put that blame on me
    And you can put that blame on me (more)





    KENRIC! 10:14P.M. 28TH August 2007.
    * you can put the blame on me.

    Thursday, August 23, 2007

    You Are a Haunted House

    You are a deeply complicated and sometimes deeply disturbed person.
    You can't help but be attracted to the dark side of life - even when it's pretty gruesome.
    In relationships, you are honest and real. So real that it's definitely a little scary.
    You don't fake it or play along just to get along. And people either respect this... or deeply resent it

    Your life is thoughtful, deep, and even philosophical at times.
    You see the world as it is. You don't sugar coat anything.
    Facing and fighting your fears is important to you. You believe that too much of life is whitewashed.
    You're not too morbid... you just believe that you can't enjoy life without exorcising a few demons first!

    At your best, you are brave, intense, and fearless.
    Not only do you face the abyss head on - you challenge your friends to do the same.
    At your worst, you are depressed and morose.
    If you're not careful, your thoughts take over your mind... and they aren't pretty!

    Sunday, August 19, 2007

    Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing.

    I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
    Watch you smile while you are sleeping
    Far away and dreaming
    I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
    I could stay lost in this moment forever
    Well, every moment spent with you
    Is a moment I treasure

    (Chorus)
    I don't wanna close my eyes
    I don't wanna fall asleep
    'Cause I'd miss you, babe
    And I don't wanna miss a thing
    'Cause even when I dream of you
    The sweetest dream will never do
    I'd still miss you, babe
    And I don't wanna miss a thing

    Lying close to you
    Feeling your heart beating
    And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
    Wondering if it's me you're seeing
    Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
    And I just wanna stay with you
    In this moment forever, forever and ever

    (Chorus)
    I don't wanna close my eyes
    I don't wanna fall asleep
    'Cause I'd miss you, babe
    And I don't wanna miss a thing
    'Cause even when I dream of you
    The sweetest dream will never do
    I'd still miss you, babe
    And I don't wanna miss a thing

    (Bridge)

    I don't wanna miss one smile
    I don't wanna miss one kiss
    Well, I just wanna be with you
    Right here with you, just like this
    I just wanna hold you close
    Feel your heart so close to mine
    And stay here in this moment
    For all the rest of time

    (Chorus)
    Don't wanna close my eyes
    Don't wanna fall asleep
    'Cause I'd miss you, babe
    And I don't wanna miss a thing
    'Cause even when I dream of you
    The sweetest dream will never do
    'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
    And I don't wanna miss a thing

    (Chorus)
    I don't wanna close my eyes
    I don't wanna fall asleep
    'Cause I'd miss you, babe
    And I don't wanna miss a thing
    'Cause even when I dream of you
    The sweetest dream will never do
    I'd still miss you, babe
    And I don't wanna miss a thing

    (Chorus)
    Don't wanna close my eyes
    Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
    I don't wanna miss a thing





    * you're my sweet surrender.
    I had fun yesterday :)
    woke @ 7am then met daly, jo and yanling for work.
    ended work at around 330pm and headed town, yanling went home.
    was kinda boring at first, we had lunch, but jo was suffering due to the piercing.
    poor thing :( hope it gets better soon !

    then headed to suntec, walked and slacked around waiting for pam.
    sat down for some icecream and took some stupid photos.
    headed to marina square steps to watch fireworks.
    it was worth it, simply swesome.
    cause finally i had a proper view of the fireworks this time (:

    headed home. tired.
    i guess the fun wasnt the walking around and stuff. was really tired yesterday cos i only had 3 hours sleep the previous night. but i guess it was the fireworks and the company? should be, idk.










    KENRIC! 9:17p.m. 19th August 2007 .

    Wednesday, August 15, 2007

    Rush on a bike,
    Cuts on the ankle,
    Drops of sweat down the neck,
    Few taps on the gate,
    The extra mile to take.

    Well worth the company and pre-dinner snack :)

    KENRIC! 10:16p.m. 15th August 2007 .

    Tuesday, August 14, 2007

    Goo Goo Dolls - Before It's Too Late




    I wandered through fiction
    To look for the truth
    Buried beneath all the lies
    And I stood at a distance
    To feel who you are
    Hiding myself in your eyes

    Hold on, before it's too late
    We'll run till we leave this behind
    Don't fall, just be who you are
    It's all that we need in our lives

    And the risk that might break you
    Is the one that would save
    A life you don't live is still lost
    So stand on the edge with me
    Hold back your fear and see
    Nothing is real till it's gone

    Hold on, before it's too late
    We'll run till we leave this behind
    Don't fall, just be who you are
    It's all that we need in our lives

    So live like you mean it
    And love till you feel it
    It's all that we need in our lives
    So stand on the edge with me
    Hold back your fear and see
    Nothing is real till it's gone

    Hold on, before it's too late
    We'll run till we leave this behind
    Don't fall, just be who you are
    It's all that we need in our lives

    Hold on, before it's too late
    We'll run till we leave this behind
    Don't fall, just be who you are
    It's all that we need in our lives
    It's all that we need in our lives
    It's all that I need in my life
    C6 , that's what i got for "O" Level Mother Tongue ( Chinese ) .


    KENRIC! 2:30p.m. 14th August 2007 .

    Sunday, August 12, 2007

    Claps for Booze & Fags !
    .....and Music.

    Leon, Daly, Jinyi, Jo, Yt came over Last night for a mini gathering.
    we had some drinks and games, then over to Leon's relay of the usual lame/racist jokes.
    its fun hanging out with you Leon a.k.a. Matante ! blasted music over the stereo.

    Jo and Yt left at around 630am? and the boys continued to sleeping at my place.
    Leon woke first and we ate biscuits with campbell's soup.
    did come housework till 1pm them headed out with Leon, jinyi slept till 1:30pm, we all left the house together.

    went town, met m&m , Lengleng & saw Shereen, daly, Bedah, Jo and pam.
    left at around 11pm. took a bus from yewtee at 2345 and missed my stop, woke at cck interchange. its 0030. no more last bus. walked home an empty stomach, tired eyes, hands and legs.

    but. somebody was so sweet to have msged me, it stopped me from fainting and gave me the strength to drag my feet home :) its you yea.

    intending to stay home for my Sunday i guess. so tired. and ive got so many homework to do. ARGH.

    KENRIC! 3:02a.m. 12 August 2007
    * you're way too beautiful girl.

    Friday, August 10, 2007

    In Chronological Order....
    1. KrunkII sucked
    2. slept at 12noon and woke at 6pm.
    3. went town to meet mates.
    4. had a glimpse of the fireworks from Plaza Singapura.
    5. watched The Simpsons Movie, total humour. It Rocks.
    6. supper w/ Jason at YouthPark kopitiam.
    7. missed the last 190 bus.
    8. managed to catch the last train that stops at Kranji.
    9. intended to cab, but Feng's dad was kind, he drove over @ 1am to fetch us home.
    10. was left speechless and landed in a dilemma.


    KENRIC! 2:35a.m. 10th August 2007.
    * oh, its what you do to me.
    How do i let words flow out from my lips.
    how do i take just one more step.
    how do i reach out again.
    how can i overcome this stom.

    Tell me won't you?

    Thursday, August 09, 2007

    A night's passed, and im left wondering Why.

    KENRIC! 11:27a.m. 9th August 2007
    * i dont know either.

    The Heights - How do you talk to an Angel
    I hear a voice in my mind
    I know her face by heart
    Heaven and earth are moving in my soul
    I don't know where to start
    Tell me, tell me, the words to define
    The way I feel about someone so fine

    How do you talk to an angel
    How do you hold her close to where you are
    How do you talk to an angel
    It's like trying to catch a falling star

    At night I dream that she is there
    And I can feel her in the air
    Tell me, tell me, the words to define
    The way I feel about someone so fine

    How do you talk to an angel
    How do you hold her close to where you are
    How do you talk to an angel
    It's like trying to catch a falling star
    Yeah, yeah




    Wednesday, August 08, 2007

    Conscience.
    kids, why don't you knock out of it?
    or do you need some definition check?

    Seperation - noun
    [sep-uh-rey-shuhn]
    1. an act or instance of separating or the state of being separated.
    2. a place, line, or point of parting.
    3. something that separates or divides.

    4. non further interference with the other's problems.

    get it?
    when i said seperation means i would not even give a f*uck about what else or what not happenings around you people. and since seperation was agreed by two parties, it would be kindly appreciated if my business will not be affected / interfered with / interrupted.

    don't jump into conclusions when something happens. like i said i don't give a f*uck, i meant non-interferrence on my part too. so don't falsely accuse this somebody who didn't do a crap. it does not mean that having an unagreement i would certainly be the culprit of whatsoever you find misfitting / not-in-place / don't-seem-right. get your facts checked.

    and, dont you find it illogical if somebody that is not involved becomes a victim of our disagreement? come-on, cut me some slack. everyone has their own freedom of choice. and what for or what-not would you want to try poaching friends? or simply garner majority support? if they are my true friends, you think they would desert me? simple as that, this is why i dont even bother asking for people to take sides. i wont even care to distort facts, what i did i will admit, but what happens if what i did becomes a distorted version that comes out the mouths of others? well, i've not nothing to say then :) the righteous and smart can discern fact from fiction, vice versa. the fools believe whatever told.

    Friend - (frěnd)
    1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
    2. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.

    3. A person who respects you, your decisions.
    4. A person that accepts you for who you are.
    Friendship - (frend-ship)

    1. the state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship.
    2. a friendly relation or intimacy.
    3. The quality or condition of being friends.


    KENRIC! 12:57p.m. 8th August 2007.

    * love me or hate me its still an obsession.

    Sunday, August 05, 2007

    This is a post for a certain nobody,
    that used to be a somebody.
    (just another has-been)


    well it seems that we parted because we couldn't talk.
    but now it seems that we parted because you played me out.
    looking back, its all worth it.

    Thank God the parasite was annhilated,
    the trash was taken out before it started to rot.
    there were no goodbye kisses,
    and indeed you're not missed.
    cos farewell was just the start of your fall, your loss.

    now the revelations,
    revelations, revelations and revelations
    seems so clear.
    & each of your every past act is well accounted for.


    my pain,
    seemed like my loss,
    now it feels like a gain.

    look who's crying now?
    look who's all broke,
    cheated, played out and disappointed.
    didn't your mommy warn you?
    her words fell on deaf ears,
    and you got your pretty little fingers burnt.

    i've made my big money,
    living my 7*star lifestyle.
    you're still barely surving on pizza&pocket money,
    in your little 2*star life.
    got my honeys and sweeties,
    and still you're stuck with your two-bit try-hard peeps.

    guess thats reality,
    when you thought you broke me,
    you reinforced me.

    in life we make decisions,
    some good,
    some not-so-good,
    but some are just terrible.
    guess what, you made terrible ones
    and you're paying your dues now.

    i guess this is life,
    suck it up,
    and face it.....
    like the b!tch you already were.

    KENRIC! 8:49p.m. 5th August 2007.
    * holla for Kenric's single-fingered salut.
    _l_ ^^ _l_

    Thursday, July 26, 2007

    Taking the first step, can i make it?

    KENRIC! 10:39p.m. 26th July 2007.
    * im sure i could.

    Tuesday, July 24, 2007

    is this for real?
    or is it just the hormones?

    whatever it is. it feels good for now :)
    just hope that things turn out the way i imagined.

    KENRIC! 9:03p.m. 24th July 2007
    * how do you talk to an angel?
    it's like trying to catch a falling star.

    Sunday, July 22, 2007

    Glorified.
    had an awesome experience at church today.
    because.....

    Nubian Gents from USA, NewYork came. their display really impacted me, i can really feel their passion for God. through their acting, singing and dances it showed me that there are no boundaries in ways of serving and glorifying God. the experience was unforgettable.

    sermon did speak to me too. it reminds me that God's delivery of love wasn't unwilling, half-hearted, delayed. To stop the fall of man, he could simply destroy us and create a new world of his own, or simply send his angels, but he didn't. His resolution was to personally come onto earth, humbled before his creation to show the way, Jesus.

    it really awakened me, because i've all along blamed God for not being there, for not stopping my fall, not picking me up again. but indeed, patience paid off, and i could almost fully understand why i went thru what i went thru.

    i still feel that these words cannot fully describe what i feel now? but its already the best i can do yea, so sorry. but lastly i want to say that GOD IS AWESOME.

    KENRIC! 5:59a.m. 22nd July 2007.
    * not just another hype.

    Nubian Gents.

    Monday, July 16, 2007

    8 bitter years :)
    lets talk about history shall we ?
    i can remember a scenario that fits perfectly to my story.

    Adolf Hitler- Fuhrer of Germany from 1934, until his death.
    he rose to power with the aid from the SA (Sturmabteilung or "Storm Division"),
    who mainly comprises of street thugs, gangsters etc.

    upon realisation that the SA no longer has a use, and that they're on the verge of rebellion, he realises they're a threat and requires some "taking off the trash". therefore the use of the SS
    (Schutzstaffel or German for "Protective Squadron") came into effect. the SS were the elite team and was carefully selected for their loyalty to Hitler.

    so do you think its a joke when the SA tries to psycho the SS to betray Hitler?
    precisely.
    Lastly, a song that fits the theme Perfectly.

    My Chemical Romance -
    Kill All Your Friends


    Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
    But honey, what're you gonna do?
    And you can sleep in a coffin,
    But the past ain't through with you.

    'Cause we are all a bunch of liars.
    Tell me, baby, who do you wanna be?
    And we are all about to sell it,
    'Cause it's tragic with a capital T.
    Let it be, Let it be, Let it be!

    'Cause we all wanna party when the funeral ends.
    (Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
    And we all get together when we bury our friends.
    (Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
    It's been eight bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
    (Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
    And you're walking away, and I will die in this place.

    Sometimes you scrape and sink so low,
    I'm shocked at what you're capable of.
    And if this is a coronation,
    I ain't feeling the love.

    'Cause we are all a bunch of animals
    That never paid attention in school.
    So tell me all about your problems;
    I was killing before killing was cool.
    You're so cool, You're so cool, So cool!

    'Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
    (Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
    And we all get together when we bury our friends.
    (Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
    It's been nine bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
    (Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
    And you're walking away, and I will die in this place.

    You'll never take me alive.
    You'll never take me alive.
    Do what it takes to survive,
    'Cause I'm still here.
    You'll never get me alive.
    You'll never take me alive.
    Do what it takes to survive,
    And I'm still here.
    You'll never take me alive.
    You'll never get me alive.
    Do what it takes to survive,
    And I'm still here.
    You'll never get me.
    (Still here!)
    You'll never take me.
    (Still here!)
    You'll never get me alive.

    'Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
    (Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
    And we all get together when we bury our friends.
    It's been ten fucking years since I've been seeing
    Your face 'round here.
    And you're walking away, and I will drown in the fear

    KENRIC! 7.44p.m. 16th July 2007 .
    *cos we all wanna party when your funeral ends :)