2nd thoughts.

actually. ive learned something. initially intended to delete the previous posts, but guessed not. learned to even maintain the unity of one body of Christ. we've got a common enemy, satan. he wants to steal our victory, our joy, our salvation, our eternity. BUT are we going to just let him take it? no. instead we want to claim back whats ours, and rightfully God's.

leaders are here to correct and guide us. if not, why did God even will for them to be your leader? he's got a plan. and from what ive learnt from missions, i know God always has a plan. whether you like it or not. you may have your very own expectations and outcomes. but whether its according to God's plan, is another matter altogether. your level of trust from another dont begin with 100/100. you earn it. BUT what ive learnt is that your trust for God can be 100/100 from the very begining, WHY? because its a 100% full proof, safe investment.

read the verses i posted previously. Didn't the victory of kings and leaders come from God? and the reason was that they TRUSTED HIM even when the tide was low. what i have to do myself now is to follow whever God leads me, not where satan is leading me away to. i'll trust in God.

why anger or burst in a rage just because somebody tries to correct you? calm down. take in whatever is beneficial. CHANGE. thank God that the somebody corrected you ... or you would've fallen deep into satan's trap.

one last thing, KEEP THE FAITH.
indeed, i believe that God gave this to pastor with a very valid purpose and reason.
its not even 2007. and im seeing needs and signs to keep this faith i have in God. why? i've realised how much ive slackened after missions and fallen back. well. now im picking myself up. this faith ive aquired, ive testified, ive grown for God will not just stay here or drop. my vision and ambition is to be closer to Christ each day. depending on him for my all. my all.

NO-MORE(S) :
- self glory
- selfish thoughts and acts
- disobedience
- sliding back
- back to square one

MORE(S) :
- unity
- obedience
- trust
- accountability
- FAITH

lastly, bringing back the spirit of EVANGELISM. ive not been doing it for days and i feel odd. 150,000 go to hell each day without even knowing Christ ! oh no ! we've got a part to play ! something to be responsible for ! our generation. WHY? we're chosen. simple. :D