Thursday, July 16, 2009

Will You.
I still remember clearly how it all started. Things weren't easy. People around us never ever believed that any thing good would come out of our relationship. But look how far we've came. I went against people's warnings. I defied the malicious tongues of the biased. Look how we've proven them wrong? Look how much we've grown and change together.

I know i'm not exactly that kind of boyfriend that can stably provide for my girlfriend financially. I know i do not have the good looks that brings serenade to the eyes. I believed we both knew that. But still you chose me despite all this. I couldn't promise much, except my faithful heart. And my unwavering care and concern. But along the way i somehow got complacent, like how humans always do. I get grumpy at times, I procrastinate and placed un-necessary "entertainment" (eg. dota & mafia wars) over my duties to you. (& of course there are so much more im ashamed to mention)

It is times like this that i need you the most to let me know my mistakes so that i will change for the better. Just like when you've met people along the way who wanted to undermine your confidence in us, i was there for you. I need you to be here for me.

Before this post becomes all about "me", lets get back to the topic. We went thru so much struggles to get this relationship on tracks, because unlike any other couples, there were people around us trying to tarnish our impression of the other even before we've had the chance to know one another personally. Trying to start this wasn;t easy. But we took a gamble. We decided that we do not need what others had to say. We only wanted to build up something of our very own. A relationship that people would look back and be ashamed of themselves for almost ruining such a rare opportunity for two young hearts to meet.

Now we're halfway thru. Or even barely made it pass the first few obstacles. Yet so tired and drained. Now we've got to count on what we only have; not money, not good looks. But the true and sincere desires to to be with this special someone who had shared so much in common that we didn't even know when we first met.

I could still remember the first time i saw you. And honestly, you wasn't really the kind of girl i thought you would be (haha). After a fateful crossing of paths few months later, we finally got the chance to know one another better. I don't know about you but i still remember clearly what made you so special in my eyes. Thats your cheerful attitude, and always-so-bubbly face. And most importantly, our unbelievable telepathy and things we had in common. I've never ever in my life, found someone i could laugh together with so much.

I know you've been hurt. I have too. But who doesn't in love? We just have to get back up. Who else better can we ever turn to? Let me be the one standing right here, for you.

I need you. Do you?
I love you. Do you?
I want you. Do you?

-Will you.

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