A Thousand times i failed.

After going round and round in detours, i'm still back at square one.
How pathetic, am i?

Life? the closest that ever got me into believing in it was (ask and it'll be given to you).
we're all gonna die someday somehow, aren't we?

& so what if we're rich/poor.
& so what if we're smart/dumb.
& so what if we're black/white.
& so what if we're strong/weak.
& so what if we're good/bad.
& so what if we were ourselves.
& so what if we tried being somebody else.
& so what if we achieved great things this lifetime.
& so what if we never regret this life.
& so what if we did regret this life.

we're all gonna die, so what if your fat ass legacy lives on?
it'll die out someday somehow.
someday somehow planet earth's gonna cease to exist.
we're just passers-by of time, students of time, victims of time.

we're probably just puppets and science experiments of some higher beings for whatever of their purposes aren't we? i don't know but at this point of time, i just feel life's just repetitive cycles with different interpretations according to each's life. humans, just going on and on non-stop trying to improve their livelihood, working towards technological advances. For what? it's all gonna end : SOMEDAY / SOMEHOW.

i wanna believe in something real.